Hey there. I attend a Reformed Anglican church, and Calvinism seems pretty scriptural to me.
A long time ago when I was Arminian I found the idea quite distasteful, and using verses like 1 Tim 2:4 and my own standards and ideas of what God should be like I justified my position.
Recently though, I have found myself more reliant on the Scriptures (I was burned quite badly after nearly becoming Catholic a few months ago, I've lost trust in anything other than what is found in my Bible).
Wrestling with the Scriptures honestly, considering verses like John 6:37 and Romans 9 made me realise that it is indeed up to God, not us, it is He who is sovereign, not us. And when I submitted myself to the Scriptures I found that it was not a repugnant idea but the complete opposite. It brought a sense of awe and great reverence that God chose me, who deserved Hell, and that I could be secure in my salvation because it was up to God, not up to me. The assurance that God is in control of everything. The incredible holiness of God, the beauty of His holiness and God's commitment to His glory, and our own desire to see it and experience it.
So anyway, enough about me, I've got some questions bugging me for my fellow Calvinists that I'd hope you could help me out with.
1. God's sovereignty over all. I've read John Piper talk about how God is in control and wills every molecule in the universe, and Spurgeon I think who writes about how all the dust-mites in the air move according to God's sovereign will. My question is though, how does this apply to our thoughts? Does God predestines every one of our thoughts? Are my thoughts truly mine or part of God's sovereign will, that He is willing me to think?
2. Furthermore, while I can understand God's purpose in bringing good and bad things into one's life, what about all the very mundane things? Was it God's sovereign will that I had my shower at 8:30am and not 8:40am? Was it God's sovereign will I got to an appointment late? Are there reasons for everything?
3. If a person acts according to his nature, and men who do not know Christ have sinful natures and are unable to choose God, why do they have responsibility for their actions deserving of Hell? If a person is unable to do anything else but rebel and sin against God, why are they blamed for it? They may choose to sin, but that is because they were born with a sinful nature, right? Why are they held accountable for a nature they cannot change? They are dead in their sins, why are they blamed for that and given eternal punishment? As I'm writing this the words of Romans 9 are echoing in my mind, haha (Who are you o man...) but just wondering if anyone has an answer to this.
4. Why does God not predestine all of the elect to become Calvinists if that is the truth? Why do they remain in all sorts of different denominations and systems? Why would God let some of the greatest preachers like John Wesley remain staunchly Arminian and not reveal to him the true light of the Scriptures?
5. If Christians, the elect, are new creations, and are freed from slavery to sin and have become sons and daughters of God, why does it not seem evident in the world? Why do Christians around the world often live like the people around them, and non-believers often seem to do similar amounts of charity as Christians do? If Christians are free from bondage to sin and are new creations, where do we see that in the world around us? Why does the Church seem so mundane and ordinary, just like everyone else, and not the radical free-from-sin people they are meant to be?
6. When regeneration of a sinner happens, are they merely enabled to choose God and they naturally will choose God, or is their very will forced into believing and trusting in God?
EDIT: And a seventh question: Why do I often not feel like a new creation? I am well aware my faith does not and should not rest on feelings and emotions, but oftentimes I feel as much as a slave to sin as everyone else. I have no memory of my sinful life before being saved to compare with my life now, because I have honestly known Jesus for as long as I can remember and believed and trusted in Him, formally accepting Him as my Lord from a young age. Sometimes it even makes me doubt whether I am truly saved but I know in my heart that I love Jesus and accept Him as Lord, I desire to see His glory and am so thankful for what God has done for me in Christ.
A long time ago when I was Arminian I found the idea quite distasteful, and using verses like 1 Tim 2:4 and my own standards and ideas of what God should be like I justified my position.
Recently though, I have found myself more reliant on the Scriptures (I was burned quite badly after nearly becoming Catholic a few months ago, I've lost trust in anything other than what is found in my Bible).
Wrestling with the Scriptures honestly, considering verses like John 6:37 and Romans 9 made me realise that it is indeed up to God, not us, it is He who is sovereign, not us. And when I submitted myself to the Scriptures I found that it was not a repugnant idea but the complete opposite. It brought a sense of awe and great reverence that God chose me, who deserved Hell, and that I could be secure in my salvation because it was up to God, not up to me. The assurance that God is in control of everything. The incredible holiness of God, the beauty of His holiness and God's commitment to His glory, and our own desire to see it and experience it.
So anyway, enough about me, I've got some questions bugging me for my fellow Calvinists that I'd hope you could help me out with.
1. God's sovereignty over all. I've read John Piper talk about how God is in control and wills every molecule in the universe, and Spurgeon I think who writes about how all the dust-mites in the air move according to God's sovereign will. My question is though, how does this apply to our thoughts? Does God predestines every one of our thoughts? Are my thoughts truly mine or part of God's sovereign will, that He is willing me to think?
2. Furthermore, while I can understand God's purpose in bringing good and bad things into one's life, what about all the very mundane things? Was it God's sovereign will that I had my shower at 8:30am and not 8:40am? Was it God's sovereign will I got to an appointment late? Are there reasons for everything?
3. If a person acts according to his nature, and men who do not know Christ have sinful natures and are unable to choose God, why do they have responsibility for their actions deserving of Hell? If a person is unable to do anything else but rebel and sin against God, why are they blamed for it? They may choose to sin, but that is because they were born with a sinful nature, right? Why are they held accountable for a nature they cannot change? They are dead in their sins, why are they blamed for that and given eternal punishment? As I'm writing this the words of Romans 9 are echoing in my mind, haha (Who are you o man...) but just wondering if anyone has an answer to this.
4. Why does God not predestine all of the elect to become Calvinists if that is the truth? Why do they remain in all sorts of different denominations and systems? Why would God let some of the greatest preachers like John Wesley remain staunchly Arminian and not reveal to him the true light of the Scriptures?
5. If Christians, the elect, are new creations, and are freed from slavery to sin and have become sons and daughters of God, why does it not seem evident in the world? Why do Christians around the world often live like the people around them, and non-believers often seem to do similar amounts of charity as Christians do? If Christians are free from bondage to sin and are new creations, where do we see that in the world around us? Why does the Church seem so mundane and ordinary, just like everyone else, and not the radical free-from-sin people they are meant to be?
6. When regeneration of a sinner happens, are they merely enabled to choose God and they naturally will choose God, or is their very will forced into believing and trusting in God?
EDIT: And a seventh question: Why do I often not feel like a new creation? I am well aware my faith does not and should not rest on feelings and emotions, but oftentimes I feel as much as a slave to sin as everyone else. I have no memory of my sinful life before being saved to compare with my life now, because I have honestly known Jesus for as long as I can remember and believed and trusted in Him, formally accepting Him as my Lord from a young age. Sometimes it even makes me doubt whether I am truly saved but I know in my heart that I love Jesus and accept Him as Lord, I desire to see His glory and am so thankful for what God has done for me in Christ.
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