impulsive thoughts

Saturday afternoon I got a new pair of glasses in the mail; my boyfriend was messing around and wanted me to put them on him; I was feeling a little annoyed at the idea but I did it anyway. But as I was doing it, I chose to poke him in the eye with the temple of the glasses. He just said "don't...

I really don’t want to post this but, I really need prayers now. I committed a mortal sin this week and have waiting until Saturday to go to confession. I don’t want to scare anyone but, today I started having really bad impulsive thoughts. Thoughts that are of almost the same intensity as the...

I am having too many intrusive cursing and blasphemous and unclean thoughts to finish my bible reading for today. Also fearing that I have committed apostasy, the unpardonable sin, or both. Please pray that God will take these unholy thoughts away and have mercy and save me. God bless you all.

The coffee idea is not working, it might have caused the stomach problems that woke me up early. Are there scriptures anyone knows or strategies to stop these thoughts from coming? They are an obstacle to any sort of recovery or progress. I can't sort my thoughts from thoughts that are not mine...

I (New edit: made a lot of messes of things) and my dad is mad at me. I keep having these horrible thoughts telling God to go away and I'm afraid He is rejecting me. I don't know if I have saving faith and I'm afraid I'm going to go a little crazy on the plane. I'm afraid of the unpardonable sin...

Every time I see money my brain starts trying to promise it all to God. I know we are not supposed to swear or if we promise to the Lord fulfill it quickly but I don't mean to promise everything in sight. It's already a problem when I have to support myself how do I handle it? I can hardly put...

They are tomorrow (Literature), Thursday (Government), Monday (Biology), and Wednesday (Macroeconomics). I will study but I am afraid for my short term sanity being locked in a cold white room with a test I have to focus on for several hours at a time. Please pray God will protect me from...

I said it. I don't know why but my mouth said Jesus is cursed. I DONT WANT THIS. But that verse. I'm doomed.....

I have read almost every thread about the unpardonable sin (I have spoken evil of the HS and attributes good things to the devil before, I can't ever tell my own thoughts from compulsions/intrusive ones), and selling your soul. Will reading one I said I'd sell my soul, named a price, and said I...

I had thoughts about selling my birthright to Satan for something I don't even want. In trying to give it Christ I used the names of the trinity and but accidentally said I gave it to someone else. You can guess who instead! I dont mean it. I didn't. But I remember my other thread about hasty...

Sometimes when I think about or see money my brain will burst out some promise about giving it all to God. This shouldn't be a problem except I feel guilty because eventually I'll promise all of my money away and be unable to pay bills and live.

I had so many thoughts about selling my soul and pledging allegiance to Satan even though I really don't want to I keep saying these things and they feel like my thoughts. Please, without telling me God knows I didn't mean it, could I be forgiven even if I did mean those things? I'm paranoid my...