anger with god

Does God hold a grudge against those who are angry with or hold a grudge against him? I have a facial deformity that has kept me distant and mistrusting of God for most of my life. I have blamed God for allowing my malady to happen. At 62, I find myself going to Al-Anon meetings because of...

I'm here mainly to learn on several fronts. First a bit of backstory: I was born with a facial difference (deformity). As I became aware of this at an early age and as I grew into a teenager and young adult, I adopted an attitude of blame towards God for letting this happen and setting in...