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  1. chaoticfirefly

    Question

    Hi there! I'm doing research for some stuff and the topic of Orthodox Church became a thing and I was wondering if I'm allowed to ask you guys questions. No debate, no worries since I have no interest, just a desire for accuracy and knowledge. If not, I'll just scour google as best as I can.
  2. chaoticfirefly

    Post Your Uplifting Pictures!

    Be it pets, something you took/saw that inspired you and makes you feel better.
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    Food Bank

    Figured I'd put this here. Has anyone ever gone to a food bank/pantry before? What does it entail? What do I do? Money's really tight this month due to set backs, and the remainder that I have is going towards cat food and vet appointment. I feel ashamed for not knowing this because I used to...
  4. chaoticfirefly

    Need a Miracle

    I know I'm an atheist but I really, really need a miracle right now. I received a message on a group FB for missing pets that a gray cat has been hit by a car and didn't make it tonight, and I just. I'm awful but I don't want it to be him. Just. I want him to come home. It's been a month now...
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    Lexapro and Doxepin

    Does anyone have any experience with Lexapro or Doxepin? I'm off the Seroquel and on Doxepin now and finally forced myself to take the Lexapro and I'm worried about the side effects. Mostly if the Doxepin will help me sleep and the weight stuf for Lexapro. I have a weird relationship with my...
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    Doubts

    Does anyone ever doubt their writing at some point? Like, someone says something and all of a sudden, you wonder if everyone around you has been lying to you about your abilities and you've deluded yourself? Or you read a published book and it's like a billion times better and everything you...
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    Ending Friendships

    At the advice of someone from a different forum, I finally cut off all ties with someone. He is a diagnosed sociopath and for whatever reason, I clung onto him out of desperation. Sociopaths are cunning folk, and manipulative, so no matter how badly he treated me or ignored me, and I would...
  8. chaoticfirefly

    A Perfect Circle

    A Perfect Circle anyone? What is your favorite song by them? I'm torn between Annihilation and The Noose.
  9. chaoticfirefly

    War

    How is war morally right? If it's not, why do we keep doing it? We can easily settle our differences without having to kill each other.* If it is, please tell me why. People lose their family every day due to war. Children right now are being killed because Israel and Gaza just cannot...
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    Kittens and Training

    I recently adopted a kitten. He is my joy and reason to wake up for the next 15-20 years, and I spoil him lots HOWEVER, there is one problem. He thinks bedroom is for play, and when I'm trying to sleep, he'll bite, pounce, and otherwise all over the bed until I have to kick him out. I'll play...
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    Jokes About Mental Illness

    I have this friend on Facebook, I used to be really close with her when I was a little girl but circumstances happened and we lost touch. Two years ago, we met each other again by chance at a store and stood around for a few hours in the Entertainment section, just talking and it was great...
  12. chaoticfirefly

    Problems with writing

    I have bad habits with writing, I'll go and go for hours or days upon end and then stop for days and then re-start the entire story, never mind how much I got done. And then I realized, awhile ago, why I've been having difficulty: The first few chapters, especially the beginning because...
  13. chaoticfirefly

    It's getting really hard

    I just want to crawl into a hole and die. I hate my job, I hate this city, I hate this state, I hate this disorder. I hate the fact I get sick easily because of an immune system that doesn't seem to work right, I hate the fact I have little to no friends, and I hate that I know I have deep...
  14. chaoticfirefly

    Child and Young Teens Modeling

    Speaking of child prostitution, I was wondering what people think about young girls being models? A twelve year old wearing clothes geared for women between the ages of 20-25, so anything between lingerie to clothes that only adult women should wear (very, very tight clothes, that show off...
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    medication

    I was on some medication that interacted and canceled out the anti-depressants I was on, and as it was noticed, I got bad. It wasn't the Klonopin or whatever that caused it as I thought but I stopped taking both the Klonopin and the medication that canceled out the anti-depressants just in case...
  16. chaoticfirefly

    Learning a language

    I hope this is the right place. I was wondering, if someone wishes to learn Romanian, what should they keep in mind when studying it? None of the schools here (I live in frozen state, US) offer it, even in the universities/colleges (only Spanish, French, German and Latin) so I can't take any...
  17. chaoticfirefly

    help me please

    i know i'm agnostic i don't care spare me the verses and the "you need god" i already have him. i need prayers to make it until wednesday, that the temptation to down the two bottles i have right now won't be as strong as they are at the moment. i just have to make it to wednesday where...
  18. chaoticfirefly

    Sick Of This

    I spent a few hours on the suicide hotline instead of trying to sleep and I still feel unstable. I don't think I can handle winter much longer. Last year, winter went until May. It kept snowing and there were blizzards and I don't think I can handle it again. Moving isn't an option--I tried...
  19. chaoticfirefly

    Critiques?

    This is something I wrote on my writing blog that I will not link here because of personal reasons, but I thought I'd share this and get opinions. This is from a prompt on one of my favorite social networking websites. It's unedited, so excuse any mistakes. Edited out the swearing just in case...
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    What Makes You Write

    How about a little discussion: what makes you write and what fuels you to write? Do you wait for inspiration to hit you and then you write, or do you write anyways? Personally, I write because of my depression, to help deal with it but since then, it's evolved into wanting to be published...