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I doubt that anyone is still reading my thread, but there have of course been more and more horrendous developments since I last updated. **I expanded upon the details of my last post and added the new events. Still, I've said it time and time again, I have NO friends or family members to turn...

Warning: Very Explicit Today marked what I consider to be the true unofficial end to my marriage. My spouse has made me aware that he is now cross dressing and wearing makeup because he yearns to be a female, and identifies as a bi-se*ual. Prior to yesterday, he had only threated to proceed in...

The latest from today was first the constant reiteration that my spouse "doesn't regret having an affair" and that he "has never done anything wrong". Once again, he mocked me for being upset about his statements with his typical line: "waaa poor you, your husband had an affair, grow up, it...

So, my spouse just came drunkenly stumbling through the door at 12:30am after a night of drinking, and told me that his father is still convinced I'm going to kill him in his sleep, and that my spouse should move in with him. (I hope that he didn't do anything inappropriate with someone again...

I truly believe that if a person wants to change badly enough, they can. I am living proof that a person who was once clouded by an emotional disorder can learn to overcome its grasp. Sadly, however, neither my spouse, nor anyone whom he surrounds himself with, ever even finds anything wrong...

My spouse has always viewed separation as merely an excuse to see other people. We are far beyond that now. I am much too unwell with internal damage due to my current eating disorder to have to deal with all of this every day, so as awful as it may be, should I ever find the resources and the...

Despite all the cruelty I underwent over the past twenty four hours, today I attempted to initiate intimacy with my spouse. He has tried to guilt or pressure me into it since the day after his affair. That was nearly four months ago. Since he lacks any remorse and even makes twice daily threats...

Dayhiker, With all due respect, I am not paraphrasing the things that my spouse says to me every day. These are his EXACT words, and he has said things like this to me since the beginning of our relationship. To claim that my spouse doesn't "feel the need to change" is an extreme understatement...

Thanks everyone for your support. I'm still around, at least for the moment. The following is a snapshot of the past day for me.. As usual, things continue to worsen by the day, here is January 29th: When I tried to speak to him after dinner about why we can never talk to each other in person...

*Please note: I REALLY needed someone out there to know that all of this has been happening to me, and I tried to change any offensive wording so it would be more appropriate for this website. If anything else is unsuitable, I will gladly edit it further. Thank you for taking the time to read my...

Personally, it's just so difficult for me to now digest the notion that due to the nature of my recent divorce, I have to remain single and celibate for the rest of my life..even though I'm desperately isolated and the Lord Himself said "it isn't good for man to be alone." For these reasons, I...

Thank you all for your continued encouragement...still, it must be understood that I was the one who drove HIM out of the house because of the fact that I felt threatened by the way he was treating me. I wouldn't allow him to do anything (eat, sleep, exist) in the house because he was so...

Thanks for the support all. As I've said a million times- it's far easier to move on from it if, unlike myself, you actually (have the biblical grounds of physical adultery) for your divorce. I think it would be slightly delusional to think I'm any less frowned upon by the Lord than a murderer...

*Observes the thread from her cage for the unbiblically divorced*

While I agree that President Obama is a very talented and charismatic orator, what's truly important is the content of his words. IMHO, I think that he has done very well at deceiving the nation with his policies and promises of "betterment", leaving us all to suffer in the destruction caused...

Today marks exactly one month to the day that my divorce was finalized..oh the sorrow. I can barely breathe.

Thank you all for your support..

There may be a few of you who will read this and already are aware of my entire backstory.. Tomorrow I'll have been unbiblically divorced for a month (solely due to irreconcilable differences)..Along with that immense guilt and sadness, (as awful as it is to admit), I just recollected...

I didn't mean to offend anyone with my perspective. Please excuse my harsh tonality in the post..

Agreed.