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    Is it God or Satan that's running my life

    My life sucks but it follows a predetermined path that I can't argue. I know someone is controlling me, but the things I am being put through are torture. Is God or Satan controlling me?
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    Extreme depression and lack of motivation (you'll laugh at how pathetic I am)

    I'm in the Army. I have 3 years left. I have lost all interests in the things I used to do, I am constantly depressed and just want to die, and I have no motivation to push forward and put myself in a better situation. Most people think: just make your life better. It's not that easy. When...
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    Not living up to my potential

    I've had the ability since I was a young child to learn things extremely fast. This has helped me do very well in school. I also have a very natural athletic ability, and can get into shape and maintain it very quickly as well. However, ever since joining the Army I have been so depressed...
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    I think I found my purpose in life

    I have been completely unaware of the events that have lead up to this one point in my life. Everything seems to be pointing in one direction, and I WANT that direction so badly... The only problem is that I have a serious injury in my foot that is preventing me from going to that next step...
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    Please don't pray for me. Do the opposite... condemn me to hell for what I have done

    To cope with my depression I look at inappropriate contentography. I never feel better during or after I do it, but I feel like I have nothing else going for me so I waste my time doing meaningless things. But I want to do it no longer. So, rather than pray for my end to this waste of time, please curse me...
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    Dealing with a weird situation you've probably never heard of

    I'm 22 years old, never been in a relationship, and have never wanted one. Now that I am out of college and on my own, I find myself with a void in my life. I think it might be a woman, but I am not sure, as I have never had any desire to be with one (I'm not gay). Recently I began looking at...
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    Short, but needed prayer

    I'm struggling with life's decisions and think about them every day. My mind has not rested for over 6 years and each and every day I get closer to insanity. Please pray that God will FINALLY show me the path I am supposed to take, and please ask him to give me the power and opportunity to...
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    What do you do when you let a great opportunity slip by?

    I had the mentor, I had the brains, and I had the willpower to make a TON of money. It was only a matter of time. Unfortunately for me, school was beating me down and I was stressed beyond my limits. I told the mentor I had to "screw off" because I felt as though he wasn't contributing to the...
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    garbage thread (don't read)

    I need 15 posts so i can pm, so I'm using this thread to up my count.
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    How do you choose a career path?

    My problem is that I like to do too many things. It hurts me because whenever I'm doing something I always wonder if I should be doing something else.... Sometimes I get frustrated with the job I'm doing at the moment and wish I had chosen a different field. When I switch to that field I then...