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    pray for me

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    I'm Deathly Ill

    I am deathly ill. I have diahreea (yes I'm not afraid to write that in here) and it's hard to eat sometimes. I don't feel like getting out of bed. I'm sick in every way. I only want to be restored and I only want to get better. I've wrecked my life...I've crashed it to the pits. Now I'm...
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    PLEASE reply!

    Hello everyone. I made a post a few days ago on here (about a day ago). It was about how I was afraid to 'move forward' at age 17. For about three years I was very afraid to move forward...lol I see now that that was a huge mistake of mine on my behalf. However, what is done is done and now...
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    guilt guilt guilt...a long story

    Here's something I wrote on another forum...this is a struggle I've been wrestling with lately. I'm really afraid to write in here because I am so ashamed. But, I need somewhere to get all of my words and feelings out and this looks like a good place to start. I'm not sure if I want to...
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    A Very Morbid Topic...

    Now, I know this is very morbid, but I was really thinking about this tonight and it kind of scared me. I want to know, what really happens when you die? I can't stop thinking about this because it scares me (something that scares you, you often think about I guess). I believe in Heaven and...
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    Voices at Night

    I can not sleep at night because of the voices inside my head. They drive me crazy. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to sleep. That's all for now. If anyone has any advice, I would appreciate it...thank you.
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    this article is AWESOME! lol

    Look at this: http://www.menningerclinic.com/resources/Depression.htm This describes my situation perfectly! I mean every word in it is not scientific, not overly-sentimental...it's practical and it's real! I mean, I have NOT found a better article than this! It's amazing! lol Actually, some...
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    so many worries

    it's been a few days since i've made a post in here. i have so many worries. i don't know what to do about it. i feel like a failure most of the time. so many thoughts and images run across my mind. i keep wanting jesus to take care of everything, but the images and thoughts won't disappear. i'm...
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    Confused...

    Does the confusion of life ever end? I'm so tired of this...really, I am. This is beginning to feel more and more like a never-ending thing.
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    In the final analysis, what does God want?

    I know what God wants. God wants us to love Him with all our heart, soul, strength, and mind. I understand that. But, I was on here the other day and I came across an interesting post. The post asked if God wanted us to be monetarily rich. Do you think that God wants us to be rich with money...
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    How are we to take Jesus's death?

    This might sound terrible, but I'm just kind of speaking off the top of my head here... How are we to take Jesus's death? I've been to church many times in my life. There's one sermon though that I don't think I'll ever forget. I was at church one Sunday, and the preacher was talking about...
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    Neck Problems

    Does any one else have neck problems? I know this seems like such a trival issue, but sometimes it drives me crazy. Most of the time, it seems like my head is in the clouds, then, when that starts to hurt then I start to look down, then I have to look up again! UGH! When is it just going to...
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    Isn't life fun sometimes?

    Isn't life fun sometimes? Sometimes, I think life sucks bad, then other times, I really enjoy it. And then, other times, I get so tired of it! I want a settled existance. That's what I want. A completely settled existance. Not sedentary. Just settled. I'm waiting for that to happen and I...
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    The Third Post in the Last 5 Minutes...

    I need advice from older, mature Christians. What do you do to keep yourself from falling away? Life is a lot of "fun" sometimes. We all know that. It's fun to be funny, it's fun to be silly, etc. etc. But, when ALL the fun is over...when Love really does set in...How do you keep it? It's so...
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    Need Advice

    I need advice right now. I still feel depressed, but I feel it passing with time. I want to get on with my life. I'm ready to start right here and move on. But, I'm not sure which direction to proceed in. I would like a different perspective, or perhaps some encouragement, based in truth...
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    getting emo...again...

    I'm getting all emo. again. I hate emotions sometimes! I wish they would just go away. "Who am I? Do you know who I am?" -Bourne Identity
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    want to post in here...kinda afraid though...

    I want to post in here because I've been having "thoughts" of self-injury. I am here to seek help...this isn't a threat to me or anything...I'm seeking peer support on this... I've been having a very difficult time lately with myself. With sleeping and everything. I would never think of...
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    Do I have insomnia?

    I feel I may have insomnia. Or something like that. I'm trying so hard to get my 'days and nights' back together. It's not as bad as it was though...I can remember so extremely difficult times in the past...they're recorded on here. I'm trying to straighten all this out. What a nightmare...
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    Faith

    I can not stop posting on this board. Ugh...lol Anyways, my mind and my life is finally coming back together. I realize now that I guess I just got too lazy I suppose and tried to depend only on myself instead of depending on God. I am so tired right now...I have been exercising all day and...
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    never ever ever going to end..........

    this is never ever going to end...i don't think i'll ever get any rest..........when will i sleep again? I am ready to resort to medication to help me to sleep.