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Thanks....I guess lately I've been looking over my life and for some reason that effects me. I guess at the same time I've trying to heal my own wounds and perhaps I'm healing myself through my own past...I'm not sure...but what I do say is true nonetheless (at least I think it's true). It's...

Thank you for all of your support and advice. I agree, I am not big on meds, but right now I'm taking them from people who I believe know better right now. I'm taking clonipin, lexapro, and resperdal. Or however you spell them. I'm struggling to get better and I'm giving it all to Him...

I am deathly ill. I have diahreea (yes I'm not afraid to write that in here) and it's hard to eat sometimes. I don't feel like getting out of bed. I'm sick in every way. I only want to be restored and I only want to get better. I've wrecked my life...I've crashed it to the pits. Now I'm...

Well, that could be it as well. I often have 'bad' thoughts that I try so hard to get out of my head. It's so difficult. I try so often to pray them away but sometimes they just pop up into my head. I try so hard to just pray them away, but sometimes it doesn't help. Thank you for...

Thanks so much...this is difficult for me now. Very difficult. I'm having nightmares now which is so hard to cope. Anyways...thanks for all of your support.

Thank you so much! This is difficult stuff. Fear is so...terrible. Ya know...I hate it. I've fallen back into fear but somehow I'm coming out...lol This is still tough stuff. Man...anyways I'm feeling better and it's getting easier to return to the Lord. Thanks for everything and I'll...

Hello everyone. I made a post a few days ago on here (about a day ago). It was about how I was afraid to 'move forward' at age 17. For about three years I was very afraid to move forward...lol I see now that that was a huge mistake of mine on my behalf. However, what is done is done and now...

Thank you so much for your advice...this is really difficult for me right now! It really is...I am really worried but I know somehow I'll make it through. Thank you so much for your input and support!

Here's something I wrote on another forum...this is a struggle I've been wrestling with lately. I'm really afraid to write in here because I am so ashamed. But, I need somewhere to get all of my words and feelings out and this looks like a good place to start. I'm not sure if I want to...

Well...I can't say I wish for death...it's more like I want a routine in my life again. I hate feeling like I'm searching for something. I just want a routine again in my life...not all this chaos...or however it seems. I don't wish for death, just a better, simplier life for myself...that's...

You know your right armouredsaint. I almost wish for death...lol But, it's what we do in between that matters. Life is so long, ya know...but hey, it's important to live it while you're here...depressed or not depressed, rich or poor.

Now, I know this is very morbid, but I was really thinking about this tonight and it kind of scared me. I want to know, what really happens when you die? I can't stop thinking about this because it scares me (something that scares you, you often think about I guess). I believe in Heaven and...

well...they can say almost anything. usually, the 'voices' or whatever in my head try to put me to sleep...but that's counter-productive! So I toss and turn most of the time and don't get any deep sleep at all. Usually, I can't remember everything they say...but my audible voice usually will...

I can not sleep at night because of the voices inside my head. They drive me crazy. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to sleep. That's all for now. If anyone has any advice, I would appreciate it...thank you.

Look at this: http://www.menningerclinic.com/resources/Depression.htm This describes my situation perfectly! I mean every word in it is not scientific, not overly-sentimental...it's practical and it's real! I mean, I have NOT found a better article than this! It's amazing! lol Actually, some...

same here endearing...not scared maybe...just...apprehensive

Yes, I'm beginning to realize that I do have ADHD and it drives me crazy. I'm tired of this but I'm persevering through. It's ALWAYS something. That's what happened to me...I went from being very happy to just totally depressed in about a period of 3 years...from about 17 to 20. Most of the...

There's something else I wanted to add to this... I've been away from the Lord for three years now. That's a long time. Do you think it will be difficult to return to the Lord? I'm now 20 and when I was around 17 I encountered a lot of personal belief problems about Christ and what not. I'm...

it's been a few days since i've made a post in here. i have so many worries. i don't know what to do about it. i feel like a failure most of the time. so many thoughts and images run across my mind. i keep wanting jesus to take care of everything, but the images and thoughts won't disappear. i'm...