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    help me

    idont know what to do anymore i feelso sad and i dont feel i have anyone to really talk to apart from people much older than me wich makes me feel so stupid. Im so lonely and i cant talk to my family as they just make fun of me. my family all know i have a self harm problem and instead of...
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    i keep on feeling realy sickly panicy today

    i dont understand why i just feel unsettled like im going to have a panic attack at any minute what could be the reason? i have had allot of panic ataackes in the last year how do you know if your getting a problem? this seems like a silly question but i get very depressed is there a link?
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    worst night of my life!

    :crossrc: im posting this so that people can see that if u just leave this particular problem and think itl go away and think its not that bad then it can get sooo much worse it happened last wednesday iv recently fallen head over heals for my friends boyfriend and have found it rly hard to...
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    a song i wrote- tell me what you think

    these are the lyrics to my first christian song iv ever written im really proud of the sentiment of it please tel me what you think I know that you will always be there so i am taking controll trying to rebuild this empty void take back what he stole and every breath you give me makes me...
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    im gonna stop!!!!!!

    im completely sick of being how i am iv got out of controll recently so heres my declaration of the fact that i am going to stop!! its gonna be hard but im not gonna self harm i dont wanna do it ever again i need my life back and i need the real me back!!!!:clap:
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    feeling siucidal

    have hardly no reasons to feel like this but i do please pray for me to calm down i dont think i can trust myself not to do something stupid
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    cant stop thinking about it!!!!

    I was getting soo much better and have been going 2 to 3 weeks and even a month between cutting but recently its all i can think about i just want to die and dont see any reason not to do die when i get in those states, iv had one massive panic attack and 2 breakdowns recently but am realy...
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    what makes me happy!

    i thought id list what makes me happy at the moment as i feel realy terrible today -Damian:) -my bands:) -giging wit my bands -singing in general -dancing -ray lamontagne -doing and acomplishing thins i didnt think i could do -loveing people who love me back -my lil brother -writing songs with...
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    doing things i shouldnt to make me happy

    im getting realy into drinking and have been smoking weed quite alot and have evenn tried some worse things all to make me happy and in the end its only a small hit and after that small hit of happiness i jusst get depressed again but dont know how to stop or if i want to as im much calmer now...
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    i feel worthless

    im never going to amount to anything i dont know why im at school whats the point i have no motivation to do anything im having one of those days when depression just takes your whole body over and u just dont want to do anything im so tired of being me i love my band but o i dont know plz help...
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    Councelling is going realy well!

    Im realy enjoying talking to someone neutral its such an amaazing feeling to feel noticed by someone and appreciated so i just wanna urge anyone who doesnt know whether to go GO ITS BRILLIANT i feel im being slowly healed:clap:
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    my grandad died this morning

    i dont know what to do i feel so numb what do i do ? im just staring into space atm please pay for my fam ily in this hard time and thank you for all who prayed for my grandad xxxxx:prayer:
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    we are all beautiful!!!!!!

    i just want to remind everyone that there is no such thing as ugly in gods eyes!!!!:) if you believe your ugly then your saying to god that you dont like what god created and your going against what god has made for you:) so just remember that every day when you wake up YOU ARE...
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    had a breakthrough

    last night at my homegroup:) i have felt recently that god has left me completely and iv just wanted to die more and more each day but last night i had a revelation that god is always there and loves me and thinks im amaazing so wat else matters! that sounds silly but it was my first step to...
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    positives!

    i am sick and tired of dwelling on the bad soo im gonna list sum good stuff that happening in my life! i will do this and i want you to do this aswell! if we focus on the positives then maybe we can fight the devil together:) here goes... 1.im healthy 2.ive been blessed with a roof over my...
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    i cant cry anymore!

    so much stuff is happeening in my head and i do feel down but i cant cry anymore i dont understand !and its scaring me coz i know im gna have to vent it at sumpoint and the last time was self harm ! how can i make myself cry?
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    please pray for my mum!!!!!

    Shes gone into hospital today to give birth to a still born :cry: so could you pray for a quick recovery and that the lord keeps her heart together and keeps her and the whole of my family strong so that we can deal with this tragic occurance thank you
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    life is sooo weird atm!!!!!!!!!!

    soo many bad things are happening at the moment its realy weird that i found out yesterday that my sister is pregnant wich is realy good!:) Now because of all the misery thats been presant recently i am now emotionally confused and cant cant cry!? i dont know whether to be happy or sad? my...
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    his cancer cant be treated

    my grandad has cancer and i thought he was getting better but he isnt it now cant be treated and im not ready for him to die im soo scared!! hes not a christian will he go to hell? hes a good man:(:cry:
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    please pray

    that i can try and get out of this hole of evil thoughts about myself and suicidal thoughts because its messing me up!:(