under grace1
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- Jan 20, 2026
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Sometimes, actual experience trumps ''theology''The dfference in our understanding is in whether or not this is true, whether or not a believer could ever return to the flesh sigifiicantly enough to destroy his relationship with God, abusing that will of his in proving to be poor soil by the end of the day..
When I was twenty, I was in a dire situation. I cried out to God and promised him my life. In less than a year he totally transformed me beyond all recognition. I then went to live in a christian community. I heard an internationally known evangelist speak one night, and after the service they prayed with a few of us in a side room. The evangelist told me much about my life though they had never met me before. It was confirmed I was baptised in the spirit and the evangelist told me God had a specific work for me to do.
A couple of months later, at the community I met a young woman. I knew in my heart I should never have gone out with her, God showed me I shouldn't, but I still went ahead and did it anyway. The result was, seven years of a literal hell that resulted in heavy drinking, and gambling, and when the relationship was over this continued for another five years. I sunk lower than I had previously done before I promised God my life.
Then I had nowhere to live, and asked if I could return to the christian community I had previously lived at. The man in charge welcomed me with open arms, and told me God had given him a special love for me.
I truly cannot rationalise why God would have still loved me, and I suppose, if we cherry picked certain verses in isolation from scripture we would say it would not be possible. But I know he did still love me, I could give further examples as proof of that, but dislike long posts and the point concerning what you wrote has been responded to
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