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My brother is a Gnostic. Doesn't believe in the teaching of God as person. We have a good relationship and he listens to me when I talk about Orthodoxy. When I told him about St. Gregory Palamas and the experience of the uncreated light, he was very interested.
He wrote this to me the other day.
Hey man just wanted to tell you something just happened. After the ice storm we had back in February I realized I had to do more than just make my rounds in the morning feeding the cats so I started going out at night two blocks down and four streets wide I think I told you I found another 10 feral cats in the neighborhood running around from doing that so now they're getting fed on a regular basis. Well just one place where I feed four there's two beautiful black cats. One of them nine times out of 10 is always there waiting for me but he won't come near me. Well I guess he's really smart he's figured out that I'm cool cuz tonight when I got there he approached me and about 6 ft from me he started rolling around on his back that's a real submissive glad to see you act that a cat will do. I'll send you a short video of when I found a home for on a farm with her sister I called whitey a beautiful white cat. Anyway I knew that something in his mind had changed in that welcoming position and act he was doing by rolling on his back and exposing his belly. Well that went on for about 5 minutes and had gotten down on my knee when you started doing that and then he walked right over to me and bumped into me started rubbing up against me and then I sat there and petted him for about 10 minutes before he said okay cool now we're friends let me go eat what you left me. I'm telling you bro that's the greatest feeling in the world. Now if he gets hurt I'll be able to put him in a carrier and take him to the vet. He's not going to be social to anybody else so I can't find him a home but at least he can get love now you know scratches and all that and like I say I can help him if something happens which always does out there in Federal Hill. God I hate what I see. This is the one thing I'm struggling with right now for the love of God if there was a real personal God in heaven for the animals sake why the hell don't he in this. And why I say that is because just a little I see multiply that a million times. The sweet innocent animals the ones that are out there that get sinus infections they step on something and cut their paw turns into a horrible infection to get hit by cars they develop bad physical things and all they can do is just go find some place to crawl up into and die some miserable death by themselves. I'm really not good with this at all bro to be perfectly honest as I'm saying this because of what I've known and seen for the last 18 years there's tears running down my cheeks. This is why I have trouble accepting the personal God.
I would appreciate any answer that you might have. I don't have one that I think he would accept.
He wrote this to me the other day.
Hey man just wanted to tell you something just happened. After the ice storm we had back in February I realized I had to do more than just make my rounds in the morning feeding the cats so I started going out at night two blocks down and four streets wide I think I told you I found another 10 feral cats in the neighborhood running around from doing that so now they're getting fed on a regular basis. Well just one place where I feed four there's two beautiful black cats. One of them nine times out of 10 is always there waiting for me but he won't come near me. Well I guess he's really smart he's figured out that I'm cool cuz tonight when I got there he approached me and about 6 ft from me he started rolling around on his back that's a real submissive glad to see you act that a cat will do. I'll send you a short video of when I found a home for on a farm with her sister I called whitey a beautiful white cat. Anyway I knew that something in his mind had changed in that welcoming position and act he was doing by rolling on his back and exposing his belly. Well that went on for about 5 minutes and had gotten down on my knee when you started doing that and then he walked right over to me and bumped into me started rubbing up against me and then I sat there and petted him for about 10 minutes before he said okay cool now we're friends let me go eat what you left me. I'm telling you bro that's the greatest feeling in the world. Now if he gets hurt I'll be able to put him in a carrier and take him to the vet. He's not going to be social to anybody else so I can't find him a home but at least he can get love now you know scratches and all that and like I say I can help him if something happens which always does out there in Federal Hill. God I hate what I see. This is the one thing I'm struggling with right now for the love of God if there was a real personal God in heaven for the animals sake why the hell don't he in this. And why I say that is because just a little I see multiply that a million times. The sweet innocent animals the ones that are out there that get sinus infections they step on something and cut their paw turns into a horrible infection to get hit by cars they develop bad physical things and all they can do is just go find some place to crawl up into and die some miserable death by themselves. I'm really not good with this at all bro to be perfectly honest as I'm saying this because of what I've known and seen for the last 18 years there's tears running down my cheeks. This is why I have trouble accepting the personal God.
I would appreciate any answer that you might have. I don't have one that I think he would accept.