- Dec 13, 2015
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I've been having massive panic attacks and was in the Emergency room for a very, very large one about a month ago. Just... Everything's been hitting me all at once. Between my wife's father dying in December, between losing my son in February and trying to deal and cope with that, to massive amounts of debt, I just... I don't know how to handle it all.
When I think about my son I smile because, I know where he is, I know what awaits me when I see God face to face but, at the same time? I've needed more Ativan in the past month than I ever have well... Ever and I've been on it since 2015.
I need prayer and I need guidance. Quite frankly? I need Jesus.
When I think about my son I smile because, I know where he is, I know what awaits me when I see God face to face but, at the same time? I've needed more Ativan in the past month than I ever have well... Ever and I've been on it since 2015.
I need prayer and I need guidance. Quite frankly? I need Jesus.