Hi all ... I will make long story even longer in this post. I could use prayer for my salvation , cause I'm tired of this planet and I would like to leave this planet in Rapture. I this post I will describe my life in short sentences that you get some facts about me.
- So , my parents were never around .... Both of them. Not around to that point that I needed to raise myself by myself. Me being my own parent.
- They gave me F.A.P. - Familial adenomatous polyposis - disease , which is colon gene mutation which triggers colon cancer usually in the age of 35 in most cases. Most people die before 45th birthday ... Fun fact - I won't make it to 40 anyway so I am leaving this planet either way . I just don't have the will to go thru 5 years of battling the cancer ... I already decided to decline CEMO in case when my cancer will be diagnosed .... I expect that to be very soon.
- The F.A.P. disease wasn't enough - someone decided go give me Autism also ,.... I guess someone is bored in life, so made me as an social experiment. XD
- That all wasn't enough, so someone decided to take away from me few family members cause of case of that F.A.P. disease.
- That wasn't enough. So someone has decided that I should be born in the most dum8est century, the most dum8est timeline in the history of mankind, in the most dum8est social system, in the most dum8est planet in the galaxy , in the most dum8est country on the planet, in the most dum8est village on the planet , in the 5h1thole and rob me of my future.
- That wasn't enough - someone decided to make my life living hell by taking away everything from me .....
Okey , you get the point.
In case you don't - I was robbed of my life before it has even started. I was robbed of every nice experience I expected to happen in my life. Cause someone is bored. I'm not saying who that one is.
BUT ..... I am willing to let this one go if I will be Raptured. ^^ That would make my relationship with God on neutral state. And after that we can talk about else.
Hot potato is in God's hands.
But yeah, I'm willing to let this go if I get Raptured , and I could use your help in terms of that. Thanks. <3
- So , my parents were never around .... Both of them. Not around to that point that I needed to raise myself by myself. Me being my own parent.
- They gave me F.A.P. - Familial adenomatous polyposis - disease , which is colon gene mutation which triggers colon cancer usually in the age of 35 in most cases. Most people die before 45th birthday ... Fun fact - I won't make it to 40 anyway so I am leaving this planet either way . I just don't have the will to go thru 5 years of battling the cancer ... I already decided to decline CEMO in case when my cancer will be diagnosed .... I expect that to be very soon.
- The F.A.P. disease wasn't enough - someone decided go give me Autism also ,.... I guess someone is bored in life, so made me as an social experiment. XD
- That all wasn't enough, so someone decided to take away from me few family members cause of case of that F.A.P. disease.
- That wasn't enough. So someone has decided that I should be born in the most dum8est century, the most dum8est timeline in the history of mankind, in the most dum8est social system, in the most dum8est planet in the galaxy , in the most dum8est country on the planet, in the most dum8est village on the planet , in the 5h1thole and rob me of my future.
- That wasn't enough - someone decided to make my life living hell by taking away everything from me .....
Okey , you get the point.
In case you don't - I was robbed of my life before it has even started. I was robbed of every nice experience I expected to happen in my life. Cause someone is bored. I'm not saying who that one is.
BUT ..... I am willing to let this one go if I will be Raptured. ^^ That would make my relationship with God on neutral state. And after that we can talk about else.
Hot potato is in God's hands.
But yeah, I'm willing to let this go if I get Raptured , and I could use your help in terms of that. Thanks. <3
