- Feb 24, 2019
- 1,037
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- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
I've been trying to busy myself but I still think about my last guy. He was everything I ever wanted but it didn't work out. I still carry anger and bitterness about thr situation.
I've repented and prayed it away and that does nothing.
I also feel angry and bitter towards God bc I feel he doesn't want me to be happy or that's how it seems bc the things I want elude me.
Idk , I just feel heartbroken. Now I'm sure I don't want anyone else bc no one else will be as amazing as he was.
I don't know how to look at God. I'm certainly mad at him.
I've repented and prayed it away and that does nothing.
I also feel angry and bitter towards God bc I feel he doesn't want me to be happy or that's how it seems bc the things I want elude me.
Idk , I just feel heartbroken. Now I'm sure I don't want anyone else bc no one else will be as amazing as he was.
I don't know how to look at God. I'm certainly mad at him.