- Jul 5, 2022
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So, backstory, I have OCD. Ive had OCD since I was born actually, so im used to its tricks and other torture methods. But recently things have become a little too real. Ill be thinking about things I want to have happen in the future and sometimes ill get a sharp physical sensation on specific thoughts. This sensation will always occur if I go over the thought again at a later date as well. Something inside me tells me that these sensations means that the thought is false and the scary part is, recently its turned out to be RIGHT. Like 8 times. And now its going after things it can't be right about. Its causing me so much anxiety, im unmotivated to do anything, I dont even want to get up in the morning. I need help, I can't tell if this is God or what. But it scares me so bad.
I should also add that this is always predicting things I specifically DON'T want to have occur.
I should also add that this is always predicting things I specifically DON'T want to have occur.