Hi, sorry for the long title. I'm not sure if I can take communion tomorrow because I am not sure if I need to go reconcile with someone at work or just let it go.
Basically, a clinical staff member sent me an alert on a patient, and it was kind of urgent, but I didn't see it for a little while. The clinical staff aren't supposed to do that, there's other channels to go through.
So I sent her a message and added my supervisor to the chat so he could see. I told her that there was a more efficient way to get what she needed, and wrote at the bottom (after Thank you, "CC my supervisors name." (To me, I was being passive aggressive.)
Turns out it was a weird situation, and I can't blame her for trying everything she could to get what she needed done. I politely... but still a bit passive aggressively... re stated that what she did wasn't efficient. She said thank you for the info, I said we appreciate you, and that was it.
Where I sinned was: I was somewhat passive aggressive, and I didn't go through the proper channels--I'm supposed to just inform my leads and let them deal with it. (The staff member i question isn't in my department but still needed something from us.)
Given that there was sin in how I handled this, but I don't know if she's mad at me, should I not take communion? Should I reach out and apologize, or just ask God for forgiveness and let it go?
Basically, a clinical staff member sent me an alert on a patient, and it was kind of urgent, but I didn't see it for a little while. The clinical staff aren't supposed to do that, there's other channels to go through.
So I sent her a message and added my supervisor to the chat so he could see. I told her that there was a more efficient way to get what she needed, and wrote at the bottom (after Thank you, "CC my supervisors name." (To me, I was being passive aggressive.)
Turns out it was a weird situation, and I can't blame her for trying everything she could to get what she needed done. I politely... but still a bit passive aggressively... re stated that what she did wasn't efficient. She said thank you for the info, I said we appreciate you, and that was it.
Where I sinned was: I was somewhat passive aggressive, and I didn't go through the proper channels--I'm supposed to just inform my leads and let them deal with it. (The staff member i question isn't in my department but still needed something from us.)
Given that there was sin in how I handled this, but I don't know if she's mad at me, should I not take communion? Should I reach out and apologize, or just ask God for forgiveness and let it go?