I see all sorts of things about how to keep the faith through trials, or the rewards for keeping the faith. But what happens when you can’t?
I honestly want to know because I am there. I am on the edge (some days feeling like I am over the edge) of completely losing any faith I have. So what happens?
It's never good to fail a trial. This whole life is effectively one big collection of trials ahead of the true life to come. So, by all means, don't fail the trials as that is the very purpose of our required faith in this life.
Firstly, consider Moses, how he failed before The Father in bringing forth water for Israel the second time. He paid the penalty of not going into the land. Although he went after if in his spiritual state.
Secondly, consider Peter, how he denied Messiah and carried a heavy burden and the shame of the story, as he had to share it over and over again as he lived out his days as an apostle. But he will still be saved and rewarded richly on that Day.
So then, failure for trials do come with a consequence. For these are not a games but trials. Whilst the consequence won't always last into eternity, thanks to His grace and mercy, there will nevertheless be consequences.
Therefore, do all you can to stand strong and faithful in trials and you will be rewarded with peace and joy after they pass and a clear conscience.
Stay strong brother. You can overcome great trials with faith and hope in Him and His Kingdom. Don't give up.