So sorry to read this , it can be hard doing Christmas on your own and not able to have anyone with you Can you find online Church service there normally are one online either tonight or Christmas during the day more so because of covid
Sorry to hear people are having these issues! Our priest had surgery recently unrelated to COVID and he’s had some setbacks, so it’s possible we won’t have liturgy either. 2021 sucks! God bless you all and get well soon, OP!