Hello.
I was raised as an atheist and everyone around me was an atheist. God was not a big factor for me. I became interested in religion when I was a student, mostly Christianity. I really like Christianity comparing to other religions. It’s what I’m most familiar with.
It seems to me that people who grew up Christians, believe in some ideas such as God or prayer or salvation as if it’s clear as daylight… It’s like it’s natural to them and they don’t need to think or to understand what it is, it’s a given.
For me, I can’t believe in anything unless I truly become convinced it’s true, and if I understand what it is and how it is and the purpose and meaning and overall picture and in details etc.
Talking more and more to Christians who grew up Christian, to them it’s like breathing. Even when I see that they don’t really understand or it actually doesn’t work the way they say. For example, if there’s a problem, pray. How about actions, planning, analysis of probabilities etc? No, pray. God will provide. God will heal. God will lead. Etc. To me it’s somewhat strange. I don’t see this happening in my or other people’s lives.
On the other hand, Jesus said, believe like little children. I guess it means sincerely, deeply and without a hint of a doubt.
Is such faith impossible for me as I have my worldview that only accepts what makes sense or experiential or logical etc? Not all things that are true necessarily make sense.
Maybe I missed the child indoctrination phase and so I’m not fit to be conditioned for religious faith?
I was raised as an atheist and everyone around me was an atheist. God was not a big factor for me. I became interested in religion when I was a student, mostly Christianity. I really like Christianity comparing to other religions. It’s what I’m most familiar with.
It seems to me that people who grew up Christians, believe in some ideas such as God or prayer or salvation as if it’s clear as daylight… It’s like it’s natural to them and they don’t need to think or to understand what it is, it’s a given.
For me, I can’t believe in anything unless I truly become convinced it’s true, and if I understand what it is and how it is and the purpose and meaning and overall picture and in details etc.
Talking more and more to Christians who grew up Christian, to them it’s like breathing. Even when I see that they don’t really understand or it actually doesn’t work the way they say. For example, if there’s a problem, pray. How about actions, planning, analysis of probabilities etc? No, pray. God will provide. God will heal. God will lead. Etc. To me it’s somewhat strange. I don’t see this happening in my or other people’s lives.
On the other hand, Jesus said, believe like little children. I guess it means sincerely, deeply and without a hint of a doubt.
Is such faith impossible for me as I have my worldview that only accepts what makes sense or experiential or logical etc? Not all things that are true necessarily make sense.
Maybe I missed the child indoctrination phase and so I’m not fit to be conditioned for religious faith?
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