Hi, I've been thinking about what I find difficult about Theistic religions... And it's God. Basically, I don't believe in a creator God.
This is the problem all people have with God. Of course, the Bible says this isn't because they don't know that He exists; they do, but they are "suppressing the truth (of God) in unrighteousness" within themselves because they want to serve themselves rather than God. (
Romans 1:18-21) God is, well, God. We have to approach Him as such which means He's the Boss, He's our Lord, God and King. What's more, God is, the Bible says, perfectly holy (
1 John 1:5). We aren't. Not even close. And so, this makes approaching God doubly uncomfortable: He kicks our self-will and pride in the shins and says, "Humble yourself before me as your Maker and Ruler," and then He says, "You're rotten, utterly filthy, stained and fouled by sin." (
Jeremiah 17:9; Romans 3:10-18; Ephesians 2:1-3; Titus 3:3, etc.) The apostle John wrote particularly about this last matter, explaining the barrier admitting to sin can be for sinners:
John 3:19-20
19 "This is the judgment, that the Light has come into the world, and men loved the darkness rather than the Light, for their deeds were evil.
20 "For everyone who does evil hates the Light, and does not come to the Light for fear that his deeds will be exposed.
That anyone comes into relationship with God under this dynamic is a miracle! Who wants to be bossed about? Who wants to admit they're evil and in need of cleansing from sin? No one. Which is why Christians recognize that a person's salvation must always be a work of God. He has to do something special in a person to enable them to come to Him in humble admission of, and repentance from, their sin, seeking the cleansing from sin the sacrifice of Christ on the cross has provided for all who will, by faith, receive it. And so, the Bible says God gives "repentance to the acknowledging of the truth" (
2 Timothy 2:25); God must draw sinful people to the Savior (
John 6:44); God must convict the sinner of his/her sin and need of a Savior (
John 16:8). But, though God does all these things for us in order that we might be reconciled to Himself, we finally must choose, freely, to trust in Christ as our Savior and serve him as our Lord.
Though God does all that I've described above, one may still resist Him, continuing on the Broad Way to destruction, determined to live for oneself, refusing to see themselves as God does. In support of this effort, those in rebellion toward God erect a multitude of "reasons" for doing so: God doesn't exist; God is evil; Christians suck; Jesus never existed and/or did not rise from the dead; reason and science oppose faith and the supernatural; and so on. All of these (and many other "objections" besides) have been answered exhaustively by Christians over the 2000 years since Christ's time on earth. There is today extremely robust answers to the questions and concerns of the skeptic and atheist that can be found here:
www.crossexamined.org
www.reasonablefaith.org
www.coldcasechristianity.com
www.str.org
One can also consider texts like: "Warranted Christian Belief" by Alvin Plantinga, or "The Blackwell Companion to Natural Theology," edited by William Lane Craig and J.P. Moreland, or J.P. Moreland's "Scaling the Secular City" and on and on.
In the end, God is a personal Being offering a personal, direct experience of Himself and it this experience that is the ultimate ground on which Christianity rests. Unfortunately, too many Christians these days have no real, personal experience of God, only ritual and doctrine, devoid of daily, transformative interaction with their Creator, or some grotesque, sensualized counterfeit of such interaction. And the world looks on with increasing skepticism as Christians offer argument and evidence for a God from whom they are nearly as distant as the person they hope to persuade to the faith. This isn't true across-the-board, of course; there are some very expert apologetical and philosophical Christians who are also deep in their personal experience of God. But in the affluence and comfort of the West, Christians have, at least in my experience within the Church, generally grown increasingly compromised, complacent and/or sensual in their faith, content with superficial religiosity, as caught up in the consumerist, subjectivistic approach to life and faith as any non-believer.
The result is that, despite an enormous body of intellectual reason for Christian belief, the average Christian's personal experience of God Himself is unimpressive (and in the case of the sensual Christian, simply bizarre) to the onlooking World. And so, the unbelieving World settles deeper into its skepticism, feeling Christians themselves are often the best argument against the God they say is real, and personal, and can be known. There is in this, though, very...convenient thinking. Judging Christianity on the basis of poor examples of it is no more reasonable than, say, judging Mozart's musical ability on the basis of a sixth-grade band's attempt to play his music. The band's hooting, and squawking, and blaring don't properly display Mozart's talent any more than complacent, compromised disciples of Christ properly display the teachings of Christ. If you want to have the very best basis from which to assess the nature of Christianity, consider its Founder, Jesus Christ. Judge the faith according to his representation of it, just as you would do with Mozart, finding the best philharmonic recording of his music to listen to before you made up your mind about Mozart's skill.
I'm not looking for an argument, or asking you to 'convince me' in some cocky way, where I'm out to prove you wrong... but I do need to be convinced and to hear the best arguments for the existence of God.
This isn't the standard, really, for a good argument. "Convince me" is a standard that is too subjective, too much at the mercy of the individual's preferences and prejudices. "I'm not convinced" can always be the response no matter the amount of evidence and reason offered in defense of the Christian faith. The Christian who allows this to be the standard they have to reach is doomed to failure; for it is a standard that shifts and flexes according to the skeptic who often, at bottom, simply doesn't want to be convinced.
God has offered sufficient reason to believe - reason enough to persuade multi-millions of people to faith in Christ - but often the skeptical person will only be satisfied by a personal appearance by God. But this is to make God jump through their hoops, to make God their lackey, essentially, doing their bidding, which He will never do. We can only come to God, into relationship with Him, humbly and contritely, not making demands of Him to satisfy our own particular standard for faith in Him. But when a man (or woman) lowers himself before God, humbly acknowledging his sin and trusting in Christ as his Savior, lo and behold, there God is, moving powerfully and clearly into his life, changing him naturally and profoundly, making him more and more like His Son.
Revelation 3:20
20 'Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me.