So if God says something to you, and it doesn't happen ... How does this affect your faith? and what is your reaction?
It was a hard time. It rocked my faith to the core. Upended everything I thought I knew.
For a long while thereafter I was keeping up a faith where I had no reason to believe, nor did I care much to believe. I only kept it up for the sake of it. Perhaps I was waiting to see what happened when I "got over it".
When I "got over it", I reflected on the state of my faith, both past and present.
I asked myself what my faith was truely based on.
God giving me what I want? God protecting me from suffering or evil in this life?
What if God doesn't deliver?
I concluded that my faith could improve.
I accepted that horror and tragedy may happen to me in my lifetime, it may not. Sometimes you want answers and there really aren't any.
I developed a more eternal perspective. I looked beyond this life for hope. I'm thankful for what I do have in this life and I try to do my duty with what God has given to me, but I don't think I'll be spared suffering or having my life turned upside down. I try now to use suffering to work on my character and build wisdom, which I hope to use in the future to help others. I hope my suffering in this life qualifies me for some future service in God's kingdom.
I trust that God is good - that lets me trust that suffering isn't in vain.
All this - I do with God and Jesus in prayer. I try to talk to God and listen.
I hope that helps.