- Oct 24, 2019
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Please help explain what it is mean as a lost soul inhabiting Hell. As a 27 year old recently becoming schizophrenic, I have had some thoughts about my life and where it actually is. Some hallucinations I endure are months/years long, reoccurring hallucinations almost trapping me as a lost soul. Although, I become aware and believe in Jesus Christ to lead me through this instead of my own eyesight. Nothing threatening really happens.. I just relive things over and over again as if I am lost.. becoming disconnected with history and current happenings. Stuff like COVID happening in 2020 used to be a past year but just changes to up to date times. Unable to tell anyone when it actually happened in my lifetime is beyond me and my ability, well forever.
If someone could help me realize what is happening that would be great. Since stuff happens again and for my sanity I try to take it bit by bit and only understand conversation as advice for a life surely ahead as it was before this started to happen. Until I get back to normal I try my best to stick to what I am being impacted with as this is super confusing for me.
Thanks, please pray for me.
If someone could help me realize what is happening that would be great. Since stuff happens again and for my sanity I try to take it bit by bit and only understand conversation as advice for a life surely ahead as it was before this started to happen. Until I get back to normal I try my best to stick to what I am being impacted with as this is super confusing for me.
Thanks, please pray for me.