Communion

I watched Little Countries Church livestream and took communion I realize now Jesus blood and death and resurrection is more powerful than blue light. Jesus promises never will I leave you or forsake you. He promised never to lose one of his own to Satan I worry I did not test the spirits but Jesus knows my heart I wasnt bowing to Satan I was bowing to Jesus. He isnt going to damn me to hell over that he showing me Bible images. Satan wants me to believe the Bible is a lie and it missed something the yellow cross and blue light says beast but isnt Jesus is holding the Bible despite my vision I have a brain infection Jesus showed me Heaven he is not going to damn me to hell. The Bible is true and trustworthy making me feel good about the rapture I am thinking clearer I can ignore the blue light that says beast for Jesus to damn he contradicts John 6 All the father gives to me will come to me and all who come I never cast out I took Jesus bread and blood and realize he will share it with me thanks for praying.

Thanks Hopeful I realize the mark of the beast and yellow cross and blue light on cieling and seeing the abyss and millennium and seeing the world from the Antichrist perspective is not real I was never going to Israel to sign a peace treaty no power of hell can seperate and I doubted that and know I realize its true Jesus has been showing up with comforting images letting me know I am not the False Prophet or Antichrist the blood and resurrection would be in vain going to watch Pilgrims Progress again!

Hopeful37 said:

Honestly, since u started these threads and I've read them, I don't believe Jesus would condemn u for bowing to be cross thinking it was Him! Even if Satan popped out and said the things he said, u thought it was Jesus. Jesus knew what was in your heart. And I know that He is with u through all of this and He would heal u from the mental agony this has caused u. After all, he sent u a dream and that by itself should comfort u. Get back into His Word and live according to His ways. God bless u Sportsfan

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Thanks Hopeful I am beginning to see Jesus love again I am going to Bible through year no longer dreading this year I thought I caused corona and the antichrist would pop up after being the Antichrist yelling Jesus save me but it was like Jesus a couple nights ago punched Satan and said I got you homie your safe and loved my blood and resurrection would be in vain if I damned you over a hallucination it was the first time I worshiped the Lord truly in seven months let me tell you Hopeful there is a God and there is a mean nasty Devil I have seen Heaven and Hell and I am glad my eternity is secure my spiritual mentor Pastor Nathan keeps telling me we will party in Heaven at the marriage supper of the lamb and he sees Jesus in me not the Antichrist and I believe it I can relax and ignore the powerful dream spreading the gospel through out the world and maybe it took God allowing vision of hell to show me how much the Gospel needs to be spread with corona Hopeful Hell and Heaven are Jesus told me the Antichrist and False Prophet know who they are like Andy Griffith what a tangled web we weave when we first practice to decieve it wont be a Christian my thorn in the flesh and doubt is clearing due to the promises of Jesus in John 6 I was dreading Easter for sure thinking it is a perfect date to go to Israel and decieve the world in 666 on my belly but now I am excited Jesus rose again for me in my mental illness God is soverign like the story of Job Satan never could stop Gods plan for my life but he could sure make me feel it out of Gods sovereignty but God showed me Heaven and promised me I will see it and Gods keeps them so the Gospel is even more precious to me know thinking I am damned than ever before Praise Jesus going to watch John Bunyans Pilgrims Progress he saw the Lake of Fire thinking damnation but Jesus showed him light and I see the light now.

Hopeful37 said:

I'm happy Jesus is pulling u from the nightmare and into Him.

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Thanks Hopeful the Church and Pastors have been so supportive it was a powerful dream and vision and it was my pride wanting Jesus to show up and send a revelation of my future which allowed Satan to mimic Jesus and The Holy Spirit making me think I blasphemed I now see the light of Jesus he called me to pastor and feed sheep I repented of Austin he is not going to let me be the Antichrist it breaks the Bible and Jesus I dont have a million dollars and I am not Donald Trump and I am certainly not the man John saw in Revelation I am free hopeful Jesus has been there the whole time merely disspoinent the Antichrist and False Prophet are two world leaders who hate Jesus not Christian John 6 says no not saved if I was unsaved who knows but Jesus blood and resurrection is to valuable it would be in vain if Satan made me an evil world leader it defeats the Bible which is what the devil wants me to think the Bible is useless but it isnt going to watch Pilgrims Progress! Jesus told me I am not the Antichrist or False Prophet why did I think he would allow me to take the mark of the beast unconsciously that made no sense and I was living in a bizzaro world where jesus blood and resurrection is no longer sufficient scary I realize now the Antichrist and False Prophet hate Jesus and will be Islamic most likely I will have to study escthology more!