- May 28, 2019
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I’ve been struggling lately in my faith, and one of the issues I’ve been pondering about is how we as Christians generally tend to receive a sort of second-hand revelation. It’s as though we are living vicariously through someone else’s testimony, or revelation. We listen to sermons or teachings from distinct church figures of authority, a mere man, but where is that direct interaction with God?
I mean, I hear of these tales of these ancient mystics, or monastics, and I wonder, where is that in modern times? Sure, I’ve heard testimonies of people having visions, or “words from the Lord” and all sorts of things... but I can’t bank my own relationship with God off of someone else’s experience, that may or may not even be true.
Look at the pagans, the new agers, the folks that participate in shamanism and other false religions. To me they look relatively content, compared to the Christian that is always asking for prayers because they are struggling. Look at how righteous and ascetic some Buddhists live, compared to most Christians that are gritting their own teeth to keep from falling into temptation. Not saying that these religions have any validity to them, but it makes one think, nonetheless.
God is God of all. Our Creator. The most powerful. Why aren’t more Christians spiritually thriving? Where is that tangible communion with God? Am I expecting too much? Perhaps I am overthinking.
I mean, I hear of these tales of these ancient mystics, or monastics, and I wonder, where is that in modern times? Sure, I’ve heard testimonies of people having visions, or “words from the Lord” and all sorts of things... but I can’t bank my own relationship with God off of someone else’s experience, that may or may not even be true.
Look at the pagans, the new agers, the folks that participate in shamanism and other false religions. To me they look relatively content, compared to the Christian that is always asking for prayers because they are struggling. Look at how righteous and ascetic some Buddhists live, compared to most Christians that are gritting their own teeth to keep from falling into temptation. Not saying that these religions have any validity to them, but it makes one think, nonetheless.
God is God of all. Our Creator. The most powerful. Why aren’t more Christians spiritually thriving? Where is that tangible communion with God? Am I expecting too much? Perhaps I am overthinking.