Please pray for me

cosmostar · Jul 6, 2019

I've been battling with self doubt and wondering if I'm good enough for the lord. I read the Bible daily but sometimes I noticed I lose focus here and there, and have to go back and re read the scripture over and over.

I want to remain faithful..right now after talking to my christian sister, I got a sudden depression that I asked Jesus repeatedly to help me because I feel spiritually attacked in my own mind. I suffer from major depressive disorder and lately I've been fine until now. I don't know what is going on...I had this sudden fly invasion in my apartment which never happened before, now I am feeling...like my heart is twisting inside.

I wondering what's wrong with me. I finally got a remote job that's part time. It's not much but it's better than nothing. Why do I suddenly feel empty and want to leave this world?

Please pray for me.

Matt Yeomans · Jul 6, 2019

Romans 5:9-10

Since we have been declared righteous by His blood, we will be saved through Him from wrath. For if, while we were enemies, we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, then how much more, having been reconciled, will we be saved by His life!

mukk_in · Jul 6, 2019

Self-doubt is normally because of introversion. We ought to have our eyes fixed on Jesus, the Author, finisher and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2). Introversion can also lead to an obsession with ourselves and trying to be perfect. Instead, we ought to be obsessed with Him and others (Matthew 22:37). Peace in Christ.

HowRU? · Jul 6, 2019

cosmostar said:
I've been battling with self doubt and wondering if I'm good enough for the lord. I read the Bible daily but sometimes I noticed I lose focus here and there, and have to go back and re read the scripture over and over.

I want to remain faithful..right now after talking to my christian sister, I got a sudden depression that I asked Jesus repeatedly to help me because I feel spiritually attacked in my own mind. I suffer from major depressive disorder and lately I've been fine until now. I don't know what is going on...I had this sudden fly invasion in my apartment which never happened before, now I am feeling...like my heart is twisting inside.

I wondering what's wrong with me. I finally got a remote job that's part time. It's not much but it's better than nothing. Why do I suddenly feel empty and want to leave this world?

Please pray for me.

I’ll say this before someone else does. You’re not good enough for the Lord, neither am I, neither is anyone. He opens His arms of love to us anyway! Jesus’ finished work on the cross is enough for God to accept us. He’s not drumming His fingers in disgust, waiting for you or me to shape up! He has a huge heart of love for you and me.

A plague of flies = a rodent died in one of your walls, ceiling, etc. and the flies found a way into your space. God didn’t send it. Seriously.

Keep reading the Bible and seeking God. That’s a genius move, as God sees it.

However you feel, remember, there’s hope in Jesus.

anna ~ grace · Jul 7, 2019

Nothing is likely wrong with you. You are depressed, and struggling. We all struggle, dear. All of us.

Let God work on you little by little. He will.

Aldrin25 · Jul 7, 2019

cosmostar said:
I've been battling with self doubt and wondering if I'm good enough for the lord. I read the Bible daily but sometimes I noticed I lose focus here and there, and have to go back and re read the scripture over and over.

I want to remain faithful..right now after talking to my christian sister, I got a sudden depression that I asked Jesus repeatedly to help me because I feel spiritually attacked in my own mind. I suffer from major depressive disorder and lately I've been fine until now. I don't know what is going on...I had this sudden fly invasion in my apartment which never happened before, now I am feeling...like my heart is twisting inside.

I wondering what's wrong with me. I finally got a remote job that's part time. It's not much but it's better than nothing. Why do I suddenly feel empty and want to leave this world?

Please pray for me.

Honestly answer, we cannot be Faithful to the Lord 24/7, because we are living to this sinful world, we are sinful nature also.

But the important thing here is don't be a Lukewarm. Even Devoted Christians, you know people who are really have a gift of faith, isn't faithful all the time. =)

Mydreams · Jul 7, 2019

Lord bless cosmostar, in this matter. Lord speak to cosmostar, and help to understand, please bless cosmostar, in Jesus precious name, Amen!

miss-a · Jul 7, 2019

Dear Friend,

I so understand. You are under attack by the enemy, certainly not God. I was recently reminded by a pastor that guilt, shame, and condemnation are from the enemy and not the language God speaks.

You are blessing God's heart by your desire to be how you think He wants you to be. We are all works in progress and God is completing us. Please do be sure you are doing everything you can to battle the depression with a good diet, exercise, adequate rest, and maybe see a healthcare professional. When our bodies are out of balance the enemy of our souls will take advantage of that weakness.

So take care of yourself because God loves you more than you could ever imagine. He's not mad at you. He thinks you're fabulous.

You have my prayers and feel free to reach out if you need to talk.
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