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recently through reading the gospels and praying, I have found faith in God. I have now turned to him and given my life to Christ and want to follow the path he has for me.
The thing I am struggling most with now is His views on homosexuality. For a long time now I have identified as gay and had multiple relationships with other men.
I know that if I am truly sorry and repent, God will forgive me. But I dont know if I can honestly repent from this, it isnt something I feel like I want to give up. I was told that if I pray and ask, God will give me the strength to overcome it. But I dont know if I want that.
I knew that asking God into my heart would mean big changes for my life, but leaving my homosexuality behind is a huge change that I dont think Im ready for, and dont know that I ever will be. I know that the bible teaches this is sinful, but still it is a part of me that has brought me happiness and I dont want to throw that away.
I know I promised my life to God, but I dont think this lifestyle is something I want to give up. So is it possible for me to serve Christ and still be gay? Or am I rejecting Him by refusing to repent?
How do I find the courage to make such a drastic change Im not 100% sure about?
recently through reading the gospels and praying, I have found faith in God. I have now turned to him and given my life to Christ and want to follow the path he has for me.
The thing I am struggling most with now is His views on homosexuality. For a long time now I have identified as gay and had multiple relationships with other men.
I know that if I am truly sorry and repent, God will forgive me. But I dont know if I can honestly repent from this, it isnt something I feel like I want to give up. I was told that if I pray and ask, God will give me the strength to overcome it. But I dont know if I want that.
I knew that asking God into my heart would mean big changes for my life, but leaving my homosexuality behind is a huge change that I dont think Im ready for, and dont know that I ever will be. I know that the bible teaches this is sinful, but still it is a part of me that has brought me happiness and I dont want to throw that away.
I know I promised my life to God, but I dont think this lifestyle is something I want to give up. So is it possible for me to serve Christ and still be gay? Or am I rejecting Him by refusing to repent?
How do I find the courage to make such a drastic change Im not 100% sure about?
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