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Hi,
I've been looking at the Reformed position almost since I was saved, and I would consider myself Reformed in many ways but I have some questions that are bugging me.
1. Is the only way we can have assurance of salvation is in retrospect- in other words, when you die a Christian, everyone around you can let out a collective breath and say "Wow, she was really a Christian." Can I never know, on my own? I came to the Lord (I thought) when I was a very mature ten year old, was a Protestant for 8 years, left, practiced witchcraft, came back, but almost immediately converted to Catholicism and was Catholic other then a brief period for 15 years. But I continued to be convicted on stuff in Catholicism, and this December gave my life to the Lord- I tend to believe for the first time, but I think back on those earlier years when I was a pre-teen/teen and I do remember loving Jesus, wanting to pray, wanting to read my Bible. I didn't have Christian parents and me becoming a "Fundamentalist" was actually a big deal in my home so I wasn't just parroting my parents' faith. So when was I saved? And is there any way to know if I'm saved now?
2. If salvation is not available to all, how do you explain verses like 1 Timothy 2:4, or Ezekiel 33:11, or Titus 2:11?
3. Why are there so many verses in the Bible telling us to turn and repent if we can't do it?
4. Is it true that the Reformed position states that God is right and just to command something that the person as no capacity to do (to throw out a wierd example, God commands a newborn to do complex geometry)?. If so, doesn't that directly challenge the justice of God?
Thanks in advance for any and all of these you will answer.
I've been looking at the Reformed position almost since I was saved, and I would consider myself Reformed in many ways but I have some questions that are bugging me.
1. Is the only way we can have assurance of salvation is in retrospect- in other words, when you die a Christian, everyone around you can let out a collective breath and say "Wow, she was really a Christian." Can I never know, on my own? I came to the Lord (I thought) when I was a very mature ten year old, was a Protestant for 8 years, left, practiced witchcraft, came back, but almost immediately converted to Catholicism and was Catholic other then a brief period for 15 years. But I continued to be convicted on stuff in Catholicism, and this December gave my life to the Lord- I tend to believe for the first time, but I think back on those earlier years when I was a pre-teen/teen and I do remember loving Jesus, wanting to pray, wanting to read my Bible. I didn't have Christian parents and me becoming a "Fundamentalist" was actually a big deal in my home so I wasn't just parroting my parents' faith. So when was I saved? And is there any way to know if I'm saved now?
2. If salvation is not available to all, how do you explain verses like 1 Timothy 2:4, or Ezekiel 33:11, or Titus 2:11?
3. Why are there so many verses in the Bible telling us to turn and repent if we can't do it?
4. Is it true that the Reformed position states that God is right and just to command something that the person as no capacity to do (to throw out a wierd example, God commands a newborn to do complex geometry)?. If so, doesn't that directly challenge the justice of God?
Thanks in advance for any and all of these you will answer.