Hi i am a paranoid schizophrenic and i have a question.

Macchiato · Feb 28, 2019

Prettyrose said:
I want to look at it logically but then what im experiencing seems so real so its hard to think logically. I also think that maybe its injected in my arm. So then it can see me.

Please seek help if you already haven't. Your thoughts are distorted due to your illness.. when ever you have thoughts like those tell a loved one so they can get your adequate help and so you won't have to suffer.

I couldn't imagine dealing with something like that. You're in my prayers.

Prettyrose · Mar 1, 2019

Macchiato said:
Please seek help if you already haven't. Your thoughts are distorted due to your illness.. when ever you have thoughts like those tell a loved one so they can get your adequate help and so you won't have to suffer.

I couldn't imagine dealing with something like that. You're in my prayers.

I believe that my family put the camera inside of me. I believe the whole world want to see me die and that even my psychiatrist is in on it.

step_by_step · Mar 1, 2019

As someone who occasionally suffers from paranoid delusions, I can understand what this feels like. I'm sorry you're feeling like this and I promise that it's not real.

First of all, why would your family put a camera inside of you? Why would the whole world want to watch YOU die? What's so important about your life that we would watch you all the time? I don't say that to be rude in the slightest (I'm sure you're a very lovely person!). It's just highly unlikely that people would want to watch an average person all day every day and monitor everything that they do. I can assure you that no one is watching you on their phone or on the TV and that you family has not bugged you.

Second, TV's and radios don't have minds of their own so they can't speak to you. And since the people behind the TV's and radios can't see you and don't even know that you're there, they aren't speaking to you either. You're perfectly safe and not being monitored. I promise it.

I hope that you're seeking treatment so that these thoughts can stop plaguing you. And remember to pray. God can only speak the truth. Ask Him to reveal to you the truth through these lies and ask Him for peace. He's there for you! Good luck and welcome to the forums

Prettyrose · Mar 1, 2019

step_by_step said:
As someone who occasionally suffers from paranoid delusions, I can understand what this feels like. I'm sorry you're feeling like this and I promise that it's not real.

First of all, why would your family put a camera inside of you? Why would the whole world want to watch YOU die? What's so important about your life that we would watch you all the time? I don't say that to be rude in the slightest (I'm sure you're a very lovely person!). It's just highly unlikely that people would want to watch an average person all day every day and monitor everything that they do. I can assure you that no one is watching you on their phone or on the TV and that you family has not bugged you.

Second, TV's and radios don't have minds of their own so they can't speak to you. And since the people behind the TV's and radios can't see you and don't even know that you're there, they aren't speaking to you either. You're perfectly safe and not being monitored. I promise it.

I hope that you're seeking treatment so that these thoughts can stop plaguing you. And remember to pray. God can only speak the truth. Ask Him to reveal to you the truth through these lies and ask Him for peace. He's there for you! Good luck and welcome to the forums

I believe they are watching me to figure out why i left the family. And couldnt the people behind the scenes of the tv see me on their phones and do voice overs? And the people on the radio could be watching me on the phones as well. And the radio is live. I think the world just wants to torture me because it has never been a situation where there was a hidden camera on someone and they want to torture me for fun.

devin553344 · Mar 1, 2019

Prettyrose said:
Have you heard people around you criticising you? I hear people talking about me and they are saying things mean and saying that im on camera. This happens everywhere i go. People that i dont even know.

My schizophrenia appears to make things up when I'm not on medications and what I hear people saying are fabrications of my illness. My mind distorts reality.

joshua 1 9 · Mar 2, 2019

Prettyrose said:
I believe that my family put the camera inside of me. I believe the whole world want to see me die and that even my psychiatrist is in on it.

God says to choose life and ONLY you can make that choice. It does not matter what others think about it one way or the other. For me I do not want people to die and I always hope they make the right choice and choose to live.

Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

We can have the mind of Christ and the Divine thoughts of God. We have the blood of Jesus to chase the devil off so he can not put his thoughts into our thinking.

Lily76_ · Mar 2, 2019

God speaks to me but also the devil but i dont listen to the devil am on medication to take the voices away i want to keep Gods voice but get rid of the devils voice but i think the only way to do that is to pray not medication but my husband and the drs make sure i take them
i will pray for you

i hope you start to feel better soon

Paidiske · Mar 2, 2019

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Jude1:3Contendforthefaith · Jun 14, 2019

Prettyrose said:
Ok so for the past 2 years i feel like i had a hidden camera injected into my body and i believe that everyone in the united states have been watching me on their phones. I heard the tv and the radio talking to me commenting and criticizing my thoughts. Can someone please be honest with me and tell me if the world is watching me on their phones? And if im being talked about on tv?

It's not everyone in America, but there are "Some" groups of evil people that do harass and psychologically torture people to mimic metal illness and make them think that they are experiencing psychosis when they really are not (Yes there are people who are this evil in the world Nazis, Satanists, Stasi Secret Police etc.,)

Some of them do actually put hidden cameras and microphones in people's homes to spy on them.

There is another key element to this and that is witchcraft and sorcery. They use the aid of demons to torment the person and intensify what is happening in the physical world. That is why we must pray and Make The Sign Of The Cross over ourselves :

Making The Sign Of The Cross (Orthodox Videos)

Saints Cyprian and Justina and what we can learn from their story as Christians

The Lives of Sts. Cyprian and Justina

I posted about my experiences in this thread :

Christians Please Help Destroy Organized Gang Stalking

Neogaia777 · Jul 15, 2019

Prettyrose said:
Ok so for the past 2 years i feel like i had a hidden camera injected into my body and i believe that everyone in the united states have been watching me on their phones. I heard the tv and the radio talking to me commenting and criticizing my thoughts. Can someone please be honest with me and tell me if the world is watching me on their phones? And if im being talked about on tv?

I have this problem sometimes too, I can be watching like a sermon (about all I watch on tv anymore due to my problems and issues), and I could swear that sometimes, I feel like I have to speak up or talk back to it, that they heard me or something and are responding, sometimes heated and angry and upset at times too... But then sometimes I'll see the same video again, and I realized that what they said when they said it, was in response to a voice in their head or whatever or what they were picking up on at the time, which was what I was saying the last time...

And, the strange timing of things like text messages on my phone for example, I could swear they (the one or whomever was on the other end), knew to shoot me the text or whatever to me right at that time, or that someone in particular was watching me and/or manipulating or controlling the timing of them, ect, like they knew, or my life was being broadcast somewhere that only they knew about, ect, but weren't telling me about, ect...

Still working on trying to figure it out, but I feel the same sometimes...

I've been told it's all in my head, but I don't know sometimes, and I could swear there is at least spirits involved at the very least sometimes... And maybe people don't know and aren't capable of these things, but I know spirits sometimes can be or are or can sometimes...

God Bless!

ilovejcsog · Jul 15, 2019

Please pursue a new medication until you find one that you no longer hear voices,etc.
My mother suffered the same way but the Dr's finally found one that worked for her. If you don't fight for your sanity no one else will. Persist until your doctor listens to you.
God loves you and wants you well.
God bless you and keep you with love.

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