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From my own personal experience, I have found that OCD causes a lot of confusion. It often takes the things we hold close to our heart, and twists them and does the exact opposite of what we desire. This can be extremely troubling and can make you feel like you have lost your footing.

The one thing I have found that helps pull me out of the fog is the WORD. When we read the WORD we hear the truth. I need to hear my Savior's voice every day, without Him I cannot live.

I want this to be a post of encouragement. If you are suffering, keep in the WORD. OCD can make us afraid to read the very thing we need most, the Holy word of God, which is sharper than any two-edged sword. Keep reading and let the WORD cut through the confusion. It is the truth, and in God we find our being.

As I type, I am fighting a form of depersonalization where I feel almost wrapped in cotton. Even so, the Bible gives me truth. I need to hear my Savior. I encourage everyone, no matter how much you are suffering to TRUST our great God. He is worthy and He can pull you through.

I am praying for everyone on this forum. If you need someone to talk to please message me. I would love to help.

In Christ alone my hope is found.


I am dealing with this a lot right now. I just keep praying and trying to read my Bible. The OCD is so bad and I am also dealing with the depersonalization aspect of it as well. I wish I could feel the love of Christ as it just feels so far away sometimes. But I will continue to pray and study the Word and I will also pray for those on this thread. God bless.
 
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I am dealing with this a lot right now. I just keep praying and trying to read my Bible. The OCD is so bad and I am also dealing with the depersonalization aspect of it as well. I wish I could feel the love of Christ as it just feels so far away sometimes. But I will continue to pray and study the Word and I will also pray for those on this thread. God bless.


Brandy, I am praying for you!! Keep strong in the Word and keep pressing forward. I know how difficult it can be. I still battle on days, but am getting better overall. I know how horrible it can be first hand. I understand the intense fear and panic. I would have severe, intense panic attacks. I also understand depersonalization. Have you experienced emotion numbing? God is greater than it all. At one point I was terrified to read the Word, but that was a lie.

We need the Word it is a lamp unto our path. Please message me anytime and we can help each other through this journey. You have not thought too far, and there is always hope in the Lord Jesus.

1 John 3:20
If our hearts condemn us, we know that God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything.
 
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Please help me. I have bad anxiety and PTSD as well as OCD. It all revolves around protection issues, that I can't protect my kids and others.

My OCD is preventing me from enjoying Church, praying and I am becoming very scrupulous and doubting God loves me

I am convinced I stepped on a dead racoon even tough it was 8 feet away from me and it had rabbies (even though no raccoons and only one skunk had rabies in my state last year and that was 4 hours away from where I live). I was outside at 0430 saw a dead animal on the road outside my truck. Then I thought what if his brains had splattered over here and they got on my shoe, then I tracked it in the truck. Then somehow it made it home and I infected my kids.

I am very nervous about driving my vehicle even though its been 6 weeks and I have sprayed it with disinfectant, shampooed it and had it steam cleaned it twice. I keep on thinking what of I missed a spot, and that got my kids sick.

I think what if I was wrong and it was a skunk and not a raccon (but surely I would have smelled it).

I worry about going to church and infecting people there, I find it hard to pray and concentrate.

Going through this is hell, I hate it and right now I hate who I am.
Please see my last comment in this thread, and check out the resources there. I can also give you more info if you want. Do you have access to medication/therapy?
 
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I can relate to the feeling of depersonalization or something similar and things around feeling unreal and feeling anxiety/depression and feeling lost,questioning etc.I can relate with gloriousday2006,plentyofpaper,Blairwhit,and some of what
Raychel47243 all have mentioned and said and don't feel like my normal self as a result and the last months have had a cycle of that as well as focusing on any little health issues as well.
 
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