Hi, my name is Pamela, I'm struggling in my family right now. See I just turned my life to God. I want more of him and I have a strong hunger for him and his word. I want most to walk by his words, not just to read them. Well I've been living with my boyfriend for 7&1/2 years we have two girls and well he's not on the same path as me. We haven't been having intercourse since I turned my life to God. And he doesn't understand at all anything. He takes my love for God and make it seem as I'm loving God to hurt him. I didn't turn my life to God to hurt him and he doesn't understand that Gods calling is real! My hunger started one night out of no where's so I know it was God calling to me. I don't know what to do. I love God more than my relationship with my boyfriend. I love God more than my own life. Like I said we have two kids and I'm worried for my kids. And I feel that he no longer wants to be with me since I turned my life to God. I don't know what to do or where to go. I do have family but no room for me and my girls, and I don't want to be a burden to anyone. Please pray for me!