Healing from Satanic Ritual Abuse

Bluerose31 · May 10, 2017

I am still struggling to heal from the Satanic ritual abuse done to me. I was abused because I was vulnerable. There are many things that were done to me. Some are that my menstrual blood was used in a sacrifice, I was forced to destroy Bibles, I was raped and molested, I was forced to overeat, I was beaten and given a bloody nose, I was forced to get back on Second Life while I was being held in her home and they did ritual abuse of my avatar in Second Life too. They pretended to dedicate my avatar to Jesus at a church in Second Life and they mocked me. They forced me to watch movies about Jesus while abusing me. They did not let me take care of myself physically. They forced me to confess sins to them then they abused me for it and told other people. They said they had dedicated me to Satan for ritual abuse. I feel dirty and disturbed and I feel God does not love me because of what they did to me.

Another Lazarus · May 10, 2017

In the name of Jesus may you be strong to resist the evil people, dont give up your body.

Bluerose31 · May 10, 2017

Another Lazarus said:
In the name of Jesus may you be strong to resist the evil people, dont give up your body.

Thank you Lazarus

Senkaku · May 10, 2017

I'm so sorry to hear that. I am familiar with SRA, it is such a difficult road to recovery. I feel your pain. to all those handlers out there, you will find your justice in full and the captives will be freed.

Bluerose31 · May 10, 2017

Senkaku said:
I'm so sorry to hear that. I am familiar with SRA, it is such a difficult road to recovery. I feel your pain. to all those handlers out there, you will find your justice in full and the captives will be freed.

Thank you so much for this message. Yes it is SRA. Thank you for your encouragement!

Senkaku · May 10, 2017

Bluerose31 said:
Thank you so much for this message. Yes it is SRA. Thank you for your encouragement!

you are welcome. I really hate seeing this, it's something that just burns me up, it makes me want to take justice into my own hands. I just hate knowing what they get away with every day with so many people.

just know that you are fearfully and wonderfully made. You are beautiful inside and out. they can never take that away from you, only if you let them. You'll meet that person one day who will love you like Christ loved the church and honor and respect you, who will treat your body the way it's supposed to be treated. you will be free.

Another Lazarus · May 10, 2017

is SRA the church of satan people ?

Senkaku · May 10, 2017

@Another Lazarus it stands for satanic ritual abuse. I don't want to go into detail because it can be really disturbing. It's also one of the reasons Christians need to stop complaining about their lives and step up their game, there are way more serious issues like this that are happening and believers need to be on the front lines with it. the truth is, some believers are just not strong enough to handle such things, they rather complain about the color of the carpet and preaching styles than to deal with real issues. excuse my ranting, just sick of seeing some stuff.

Bluerose31 · May 10, 2017

Senkaku said:
you are welcome. I really hate seeing this, it's something that just burns me up, it makes me want to take justice into my own hands. I just hate knowing what they get away with every day with so many people.

just know that you are fearfully and wonderfully made. You are beautiful inside and out. they can never take that away from you, only if you let them. You'll meet that person one day who will love you like Christ loved the church and honor and respect you, who will treat your body the way it's supposed to be treated. you will be free.

Thank you so much

Bluerose31 · May 10, 2017

Another Lazarus said:
is SRA the church of satan people ?

Its Satanic Ritual Abuse

Another Lazarus · May 10, 2017

Bluerose31 said:
Its Satanic Ritual Abuse

Who are they ? how did you know them

Senkaku · May 11, 2017

SRA can get really complex, she might not be allowed to speak about it because her handler may be watching. Her handler could have even made her start the thread for some reason so it's hard to say if she even wanted to write this. there is also the possibility that she is still involved, as they operate as mental gymnasts and use many types of misleading and confusion tactics that can be hard to see through.

Handlers in SRA can be anyone. They can be parents, policemen, pastors, best friends, teachers, doctors, etc. They usually tend to start out as people you trust the most and then it spirals from there.

ToBeLoved · May 11, 2017

Bluerose31 said:
I am still struggling to heal from the Satanic ritual abuse done to me. I was abused because I was vulnerable. There are many things that were done to me. Some are that my menstrual blood was used in a sacrifice, I was forced to destroy Bibles, I was raped and molested, I was forced to overeat, I was beaten and given a bloody nose, I was forced to get back on Second Life while I was being held in her home and they did ritual abuse of my avatar in Second Life too. They pretended to dedicate my avatar to Jesus at a church in Second Life and they mocked me. They forced me to watch movies about Jesus while abusing me. They did not let me take care of myself physically. They forced me to confess sins to them then they abused me for it and told other people. They said they had dedicated me to Satan for ritual abuse. I feel dirty and disturbed and I feel God does not love me because of what they did to me.

They are the disgusting people, not you dear.

You did not do all these disgusting things, they were done to you, against your will.

God looks at you as He looks at all of us. With an unconditional love for us.

You are not who others say you are. You are who God says you are.

God calls His Children:

* Sons and daughters
* His beloved Children
* Partakers of His heavenly Kingdom
* Righteous through the shed blood of Christ
* Co-heirs with Christ to the Father
* His Children
* Those who were lost, but now have been found
* The entire of the heavens rejoice each time a new believer comes to Christ.
* Forgiven and blessed
* We will one day be glorified as Christ was glorified by the Father.

Know what God says you are.

Get some help though, you have been through a lot, you do not need to do this alone.

ToBeLoved · May 11, 2017

Senkaku said:
it stands for satanic ritual abuse. I don't want to go into detail because it can be really disturbing. It's also one of the reasons Christians need to stop complaining about their lives and step up their game, there are way more serious issues like this that are happening and believers need to be on the front lines with it. the truth is, some believers are just not strong enough to handle such things, they rather complain about the color of the carpet and preaching styles than to deal with real issues. excuse my ranting, just sick of seeing some stuff.

I know. Some think it's too greusome to even believe so they want to say that these things could not possibly happen.

But they do and are happening. And these hearts of the abused need Christ's love and to be repaired. And it will take time, but they are Christ's beloved as much as we are.

ToBeLoved · May 11, 2017

Bluerose31 said:
I am still struggling to heal from the Satanic ritual abuse done to me. I was abused because I was vulnerable. There are many things that were done to me. Some are that my menstrual blood was used in a sacrifice, I was forced to destroy Bibles, I was raped and molested, I was forced to overeat, I was beaten and given a bloody nose, I was forced to get back on Second Life while I was being held in her home and they did ritual abuse of my avatar in Second Life too. They pretended to dedicate my avatar to Jesus at a church in Second Life and they mocked me. They forced me to watch movies about Jesus while abusing me. They did not let me take care of myself physically. They forced me to confess sins to them then they abused me for it and told other people. They said they had dedicated me to Satan for ritual abuse. I feel dirty and disturbed and I feel God does not love me because of what they did to me.

Sweetie, have you called upon the name of the Lord, Jesus Christ to be your Lord and Savior from any and all sin you may do in this lifetime?

We must come to God in belief and faith. God gives us free-will.

Have you come to Christ in faith?

Bluerose31 · May 11, 2017

ToBeLoved said:
Sweetie, have you called upon the name of the Lord, Jesus Christ to be your Lord and Savior from any and all sin you may do in this lifetime?

We must come to God in belief and faith. God gives us free-will.

Have you come to Christ in faith?

Yes I have recently come to Christ again. I am a born again Believer

Bluerose31 · May 11, 2017

ToBeLoved said:
They are the disgusting people, not you dear.

You did not do all these disgusting things, they were done to you, against your will.

God looks at you as He looks at all of us. With an unconditional love for us.

You are not who others say you are. You are who God says you are.

God calls His Children:

* Sons and daughters
* His beloved Children
* Partakers of His heavenly Kingdom
* Righteous through the shed blood of Christ
* Co-heirs with Christ to the Father
* His Children
* Those who were lost, but now have been found
* The entire of the heavens rejoice each time a new believer comes to Christ.
* Forgiven and blessed
* We will one day be glorified as Christ was glorified by the Father.

Know what God says you are.

Get some help though, you have been through a lot, you do not need to do this alone.

Thank you for this

Bluerose31 · May 11, 2017

Another Lazarus said:
Who are they ? how did you know them

I met her online on a site called Second Life. She was my friend for a time. I lived with her for a while and then she began to abuse me and held me there against my will.

Lucas Sleasman · May 29, 2017

Bluerose31 said:
I am still struggling to heal from the Satanic ritual abuse done to me. I was abused because I was vulnerable. There are many things that were done to me. Some are that my menstrual blood was used in a sacrifice, I was forced to destroy Bibles, I was raped and molested, I was forced to overeat, I was beaten and given a bloody nose, I was forced to get back on Second Life while I was being held in her home and they did ritual abuse of my avatar in Second Life too. They pretended to dedicate my avatar to Jesus at a church in Second Life and they mocked me. They forced me to watch movies about Jesus while abusing me. They did not let me take care of myself physically. They forced me to confess sins to them then they abused me for it and told other people. They said they had dedicated me to Satan for ritual abuse. I feel dirty and disturbed and I feel God does not love me because of what they did to me.

Please do not be afraid for what you were forced to do in the past, because this was not your will. Please know that nothing you can ever do will keep God from loving you. There is nothing that can ever stop that. If you ask forgiveness from God and from Jesus Christ you will receive it. If you look for Jesus, you will find him. All things will be forgiven if you only ask that they be forgiven and turn yourself from sin. I pray that you are helped in your struggles. I feel that you want to change from what you were forced to do. Because of this, whenever you turn to Jesus and rebuke your sins, you will be saved. Please know that the holy spirit will help heal all of your sins and the troubles in your heart.

Fish Catcher Jim · Jun 1, 2017

Bluerose31 said:
I am still struggling to heal from the Satanic ritual abuse done to me. I was abused because I was vulnerable. There are many things that were done to me. Some are that my menstrual blood was used in a sacrifice, I was forced to destroy Bibles, I was raped and molested, I was forced to overeat, I was beaten and given a bloody nose, I was forced to get back on Second Life while I was being held in her home and they did ritual abuse of my avatar in Second Life too. They pretended to dedicate my avatar to Jesus at a church in Second Life and they mocked me. They forced me to watch movies about Jesus while abusing me. They did not let me take care of myself physically. They forced me to confess sins to them then they abused me for it and told other people. They said they had dedicated me to Satan for ritual abuse. I feel dirty and disturbed and I feel God does not love me because of what they did to me.

Blessings @Bluerose31
I can say for sure that God loves you dearly.
He is not going to hold this against you.
I would like to share some things with you but I would like to know if you are born again.
This will help me to know where to start.
You will be free from all of this.
Praying and hoping to hear back.
Blessings
FCJ

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