I'm really uncomfortable with the attention I receive because I have gone the vast majority of my life not being noticed, and so the sudden attention is something I am not comfortable with nor do I know how to handle it.
Looking at this from a broad view, you've been unhappy with your lack of a long relationship since you've considered yourself an ugly duckling. Relationships of course start when people notice each other. Yet, you don't like being noticed either. I can understand disliking disrespectful treatment, but if you don't like being noticed
at all, I have to ask (and I don't mean this disrespectfully): how do you expect to get into a relationship?
Should I be flattered when I'm being looked over with the same amount of consideration one gives when choosing a cut of meat at the market?
Well, how do you look at guys that you find attractive? Do you evaluate their physical attractiveness by their physical features, or not?
But rape basically IS permissible in this culture, which is exactly what the problem is. I mean, no we all know it's "wrong"....But when people still have the attitude that a woman dressed in skimpy clothing was "asking for it", that's permitting and justifying rape.
Looking != rape. Rape is never excusable. However, if I don't want to show my arms off, I wear long sleeves. If it is too hot for me to wear long sleeves, I accept the fact that people may look at my arms - because they're right there.
Because leering/staring leads to comments/cat calling. Like I mentioned in my first few posts, the girls I've spoken to and by my own personal experience the two usually go hand in hand. And then that leads to comments such as the first male comment/response to this thread by saying that women should "expect it" and should "accept it" and be "flattered". Which feeds into rape culture in telling women that they should prevent rape by not drawing attention to themselves by changing what they wear, just as some men in this thread insist that women should wear less attractive clothes if they don't want to be stared at. IT'S ALL THE SAME ISSUE.
No it isn't, this is a slippery slope. As OP said in her first post, she's not wearing skimpy clothing, and she's also not reporting a rape, so blaming rape victims for skimpy clothing is not at all relevant. Looking != equal rape. Lewd comments are not rape either, and I'm not seeing where anyone said she should put up with lewd comments. There's a world of difference between what you are talking about, and what she seems to be describing. Unfortunately, this derailed the thread already, but maybe pointing this out could put it back on the tracks.