Hey everyone, I have struggled with OCD for probably about 11 of the 23 years of my life from everything with Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit, Intrusive thoughts, Fear of Crowds, etc. However one of my biggest fears is the fact that I may have cancer (or another disease). My wife is pregnant with our first child God has blessed us with and it seems all I can ever think about is how I am going to get cancer and die before I get to raise her. My mom had breast cancer twice and has survived, but it seems that a bunch of people I know are getting cancer and dying, and I am very afraid. I worry so much and I try to leave everything in God's hands but sometimes its just so much to bear. Every time I have any type of ache or pain whatsoever I feel like I have cancer and I convince myself I'm going to die. I obviously have some form of Hypochondria and I was just wondering if anyone else struggles with this and if so - what helps calm you down?
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