Hi everyone, well, I am new here and at the same time a baby Christian. I was having some problem recently and it really took me a very long time to recover. And for the first time, I really felt that I amm so weak in the spirit, not knowing how to draw strength from God.
Recently, I have fallen for a sister in Christ in my Church. All along, I have been with her and taking her as my little sister. Many times, she will call me when she is feeling moody, down or frustrated. We will go for dinner, a movie and I will always be there for her. She has a bf and at the same time, we were really close together and I thought all this things is ok and alright. But slowly, I really started to develop a very strong feeling for her. Knowing this is not right, I decided to make the first step and aksed her not to call me anymore and not to even ask me out or whatsoever, in short, to cut off all communication between us. She accepted without even questioning and as if nothing has happen. Probably, God is working on it when I decided to do the right thing, preventing both of us getting into bigger problem. I was really surprised how much she meant to me in my life and somehow, the hurt was there. I guess I really comitted myself into this but she did not. I am just feeling like losing a arm or leg from my body. Something just went missing.
I was attending a bible study yesterday night and when I was worshipping, I just feel that God is with me, sharing the pain that I have inside my heart. I cried and ask him to forgive me for the weakness in my heart. I then felt joy, and for so long, I never felt the joy and I have that night. However, our enemy is always there non-stop trying to attack our faith in God. I am really now soaking myself into his words but I am still young spiritually and do not know really how to draw strength from him. I pray that those Brother in Christ and Sister In Christ can give me some tips to overcome this period and give me some advice how to draw strength from the Lord. I thank you in advance and God bless all of you. <IMG alt="" src="http://www.christianforums.com/images/smilies/pray.gif" border=0>
Recently, I have fallen for a sister in Christ in my Church. All along, I have been with her and taking her as my little sister. Many times, she will call me when she is feeling moody, down or frustrated. We will go for dinner, a movie and I will always be there for her. She has a bf and at the same time, we were really close together and I thought all this things is ok and alright. But slowly, I really started to develop a very strong feeling for her. Knowing this is not right, I decided to make the first step and aksed her not to call me anymore and not to even ask me out or whatsoever, in short, to cut off all communication between us. She accepted without even questioning and as if nothing has happen. Probably, God is working on it when I decided to do the right thing, preventing both of us getting into bigger problem. I was really surprised how much she meant to me in my life and somehow, the hurt was there. I guess I really comitted myself into this but she did not. I am just feeling like losing a arm or leg from my body. Something just went missing.
I was attending a bible study yesterday night and when I was worshipping, I just feel that God is with me, sharing the pain that I have inside my heart. I cried and ask him to forgive me for the weakness in my heart. I then felt joy, and for so long, I never felt the joy and I have that night. However, our enemy is always there non-stop trying to attack our faith in God. I am really now soaking myself into his words but I am still young spiritually and do not know really how to draw strength from him. I pray that those Brother in Christ and Sister In Christ can give me some tips to overcome this period and give me some advice how to draw strength from the Lord. I thank you in advance and God bless all of you. <IMG alt="" src="http://www.christianforums.com/images/smilies/pray.gif" border=0>
Take your time, Brother, and get grounded in the word. Commit yourself to discipleship training with someone you trust, and grow in the knowledge and love of the Lord.
