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She's 15 1/2. She did wonderful yesterday morning. Walked fast. But then for whatever reason, just went downhill in the afternoon

She is very special to me. She's a senior dog and for whatever reason started not to feel good this evening. Her head was very hot, as was her nose. I cooled her head off using a cool damp cloth, but, she was also keeping both eyes closed, so I'm wondering if something got in them. She seemed...

1 other thing. This is part of my prayers each morning. I always pray, please give me the strength to go on, the power to go on, the perseverance, discipline, motivation, determination, encouragement and please give me the understanding of how to do this.

Hmm. Very interesting. However.. I don't feel like I have wrong motives. For the past 4 years, I completely avoided movies and videogames bc I felt that those would be my downfall, so, in order to stay on the straight and narrow, I didn't do those things. But, continued praying in the same way...

Tomorrow, I will be driving a picture car into Manhattan for a photo shoot. I'm very nervous about, well, not too much about driving into the city, but mainly once I get there and I'll need to parallel park the car. I'm terrified about that. I'm terrible with parallel parking and this car won't...

Per my spiritual pilgrimage, there has been a lot that has happened that I don't understand and no matter how much I press in and try, things still never make sense. For the past 4 years, I have been praying specifically for understanding in 2 areas and to me, it is Extremely vital that he...

I started feeling sick Wed afternoon, by yesterday morning I had terrible dizziness. I took a covid test and was negative but I also don't have any of those symptoms. This morning, the dizziness improved but I still have it. I've tried everything I know of to get rid of it but its not leaving.

I have a lot to mull over before I respond to what you wrote, but, in order to possibly make my story less vague, I figured I'd share this with you too. The way I became a Christian. God is the one who found me. It was during youth group this one night. I had what felt like I was being struck...

I have thanked God many times. My issue isnt about not receiving peace at night. My issue is lack of understanding when it comes to staying faithful w/o feeling anything. Thats my issue. And like today has been an extremely difficult day spiritually & I cant figure anything out bc all of this...

Thanks for sharing.

I had an experience a couple months ago where 3 different people gave me prophetic words which totally made sense bc it dealt with what I'm going through. The 3rd person, although, I know she was correct, I didn't kno how to follow it. She had told me that I feel like everyone is against me, and...

Does your trial make sense though or is God being silent?

Every morning I have a string of words I repeat. Which is strength, power, motivation, determination, understanding to keep holding onto faith. God typically gives me 1 encouraging day for every 7-8 difficult days. Though this time I'm on my 9th difficult day w/o an encouraging one.

But this has been going on for 2 1/2 yrs now. I havent gotten closer to understanding whats going on esp when it gets harder. Why would God think I can understand faithfulness w/o feelings on the extremely difficult days if I can't grasp the concept on the easier days?

The way I describe it is totally different then others as I somewhat described in my last post, but, I'm curious how others describe it.