Recent content by notalone32

According to the news anything can damage a child. Eg not breastfeeding apparently. Or not having a forward facing pushchair. The news is full of minor things to get neurotic about when it comes to child raising

Am glad I'm not the only one who experiences this. I don't feel forgiven either. I often think God bored with my prayers. What I figure is That at least I'm praying what is really on my heart. We are sincere and I'm sure that counts for a lot

Perhaps I should try that?

Thank you. I want to forgive. I choose to forgive but still feeling bitterness against God I hope they wrong because if God feels like those ministers did then I don't know how I can move forward as a believer anymore

That's so cute. And Florida must be America`s right foot. Can't remember what state the left foot is (inot American sorry)

All born again believers have the Holy Spirit but I don't think anyone should pray to us. Jesus prayed Our Father. So we should pray to God. Although I think that includes praying to Jesus and Holy Spirit also. But not to another human

Sorry if I've hijacked this thread a bit. I do feel that personality disorders generally are caused by abuse and many symptoms overlap. I also feel very alone right now. Thanks everyone for being here

Thanks Parsley. Will check it out

Thanks. Honestly when talking to God I feel like a block of ice. Paralysed with fear. I know God is merciful but I don't feel He sees me in a way that is compassionate. I feel He thinks I am exaggerating and that I'm not really suffering. My dad was a christian minister for the abused and he...

Because she also prophesied other things about me that are true. Therefore o know she not a false prophet. Also my dad was a Christian minister who worked with the abused and he would say God was telling him I wasn't really hurting from it. Just trying to get attention. If a man of God would...

I have those same symptoms although mine aren't triggered by sex. I experienced all kinds of abuse but by far the worse for me was verbal and rmotional plus witnessing domestic violence. So I relate to the behaviour your DW describes. Except mine is diagnosed BPD and Complex PTSD not DID. But...

Me too

Pplease pray for me. I'm in major need right now

Yes I have. By those closest to me. Not schizophrenia but other disorders. And I've been told I'm evil, sociopathic, not really saved, a spiritual vampire, a Jezebel etc

Why do some Christians think wearing make up and hair dye are sins? There is nothing in the Bible to say that altering one`s appearance is a sin?