Recent content by NeedHelp88

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    Is it God or Satan that's running my life

    My life sucks but it follows a predetermined path that I can't argue. I know someone is controlling me, but the things I am being put through are torture. Is God or Satan controlling me?
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    am I going to hell?

    Yes you are.
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    It's just a big game isn't it?

    Life is a game.
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    Why is God ignoring me?

    It's called stop praying and start busting ass to make some money. With a little hard work your life can actually become better? (who would have thought?)
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    Extreme depression and lack of motivation (you'll laugh at how pathetic I am)

    I'm in the Army. I have 3 years left. I have lost all interests in the things I used to do, I am constantly depressed and just want to die, and I have no motivation to push forward and put myself in a better situation. Most people think: just make your life better. It's not that easy. When...
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    Not living up to my potential

    I guess right now I'm at that "hanging onto a shred of faith" concept. And it sickens me because I know that unless I change my ways I won't be worthwhile in the view of God. But WHY did he put me here in the first place, when I was so happy with him before joining! After all this, the last...
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    Not living up to my potential

    I guess I would just like for once in my life to feel happiness in whatever I'm doing. I've never been happy, EVER. I would think that if God would bless me with happiness while I was serving under him I would be a tremendous servant. If I could like what I was doing, I would wholeheartedly...
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    Not living up to my potential

    I've had the ability since I was a young child to learn things extremely fast. This has helped me do very well in school. I also have a very natural athletic ability, and can get into shape and maintain it very quickly as well. However, ever since joining the Army I have been so depressed...
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    I think I found my purpose in life

    Thank you all.
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    I think I found my purpose in life

    I have been completely unaware of the events that have lead up to this one point in my life. Everything seems to be pointing in one direction, and I WANT that direction so badly... The only problem is that I have a serious injury in my foot that is preventing me from going to that next step...
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    son caught having inappropriate content problem

    Are you kidding me? He's 13. That's what teenage boys do. This time in a boy's life he's finding out what it means to be a male. He's not sinful, nor is his life going down the toilet. Please don't scare him by sitting down with him and making him cry. Tell him as a mother that it's...
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    Please don't pray for me. Do the opposite... condemn me to hell for what I have done

    To cope with my depression I look at inappropriate contentography. I never feel better during or after I do it, but I feel like I have nothing else going for me so I waste my time doing meaningless things. But I want to do it no longer. So, rather than pray for my end to this waste of time, please curse me...
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    Dealing with a weird situation you've probably never heard of

    I'm thinking now that it's subconscious. I don't know why I'm looking at girls online. I really does not please me in the least. It's like I'm doing it just to do it, or maybe for a sign? This is the most retarded problem I have ever had. I need to find something to do, haha.
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    Dealing with a weird situation you've probably never heard of

    I'm 22 years old, never been in a relationship, and have never wanted one. Now that I am out of college and on my own, I find myself with a void in my life. I think it might be a woman, but I am not sure, as I have never had any desire to be with one (I'm not gay). Recently I began looking at...
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    Short, but needed prayer

    I'm struggling with life's decisions and think about them every day. My mind has not rested for over 6 years and each and every day I get closer to insanity. Please pray that God will FINALLY show me the path I am supposed to take, and please ask him to give me the power and opportunity to...