Recent content by nb408

I’m at rock bottom once again. The only thing that gave me comfort was watching tarot readings on YouTube. People predicting good things happening in your life based on which month you were born. I became addicted and watched 10 a day. I haven’t watched any for at least a year. It did give me a...

Im scared of being looked at negatively by someone else. I’ve never once snapped at someone before. I have really good self control. Nor have I ever had someone who I know, think negatively of me. But self control can only last for so long when you bottle up emotions and get walked on over and...

I decided to move 8 hours away for a job in videography after my job made me an offer. I’m working 10 -12 hours a day while getting paid for half. No one notices. I’m not even close to the amount he said he was going to give me per month. I don’t have enough money for rent anymore, I messed up...

Videographer for a company 7 hours away. Turns out they just wanted me because I accepted so little pay.

I spent all of my savings working for this job and I will soon have to start living out of my car. I don’t even have the emotions to feel sorry for myself. I give and give until there’s literally nothing left. I don’t like my job, I don’t like my life, there’s nothing left anymore.. I need help...

Yes, I've been seeing a therapist for 6 months now. It's been nearly 3 years and I'm still asking God why it hurts exactly the same. I can't see myself as worthy unless everyone else in my life sees me as worthy. It doesn't compute in my mind.. 2+2=4, if I'm somebody of worth then others will...

Have you ever been so sad that you can’t even cry? I don’t want to move, and I don’t even know what to say? Every action I make is a curse to the world. My very soul has been murdered by a woman who rejected it. The best of what I have to offer isn’t of any inherent value. It has already been...

You're right, I care about my reputation but I also care about what he thinks about me. I want peace with him, even if that means we don't hang out anymore. We have friends of friends and I want the ability to hang out every once in a while without it being awkward. But it's too hard right now...

It's not, I don't trust him at all.. But I also don't want to leave things on bad terms with him.

Yeah, I don't want to hang out with him anymore but I also don't want to be misrepresented. That's why I was thinking about reaching out to him just to see how he's doing, clear the air of silence between us. Is this a good way to approach it?

A little bit of back story, he went behind my back and told my ex that I asked if he had feelings for her the night before. I knew he did have feelings for her but he denied it. Which ultimately ended my ex and I's relationship. I told him I didn't hold a grudge against him and we remained...

I told her how I felt through notes, actions and how I treated her. The last time we talked she knew I loved her and made me say it. She asked me why I never said it, I said fear of rejection. Then we continued talking but she never told me how she felt. The entire relationship I was left...

How could she be fine when I'm not? I've been wondering for more than 6 months, I'm exhausted..

No I've never asked that, it's not something I should have to ask. It's something you let people know that you care about. I have no idea how she feels, I want to know if I was played..

Yeah it's at a coffee shop on Wednesday..