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    Thoughts about rejecting Jesus Christ

    Some days ago I had thoughts about rejecting Jesus Christ. I was a bit angry and bitter at God at the time, so I am not sure if I thought the thoughts myself, or part of them, or if it was intrusive thoughts as I do get them as well, including ones rejecting Jesus. Now I am feeling really guilty...
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    Blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit

    I have a similar problem for the past 3 years now. It hasn't gotten easier over time. I now have thoughts of worshipping the beast, another unforgivable sin. It's almost unbearable.
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    I had a thought about hating God

    It wasn't an intrusive thought. I wilfully thought it in my mind but didn't really mean it, however I was angry at God at the time. I believe this is sin, but is it forgivable?
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    Blasphemous meme, is it unforgivable?

    5 years ago before I was a believer I made a blasphemous meme mocking the Holy Trinity, including the blessed Holy Spirit, and posted it on reddit where many people shared it. Did I commit the unforgivable sin, and therefore was never actually saved when I believed on Jesus Christ and maybe my...
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    I had thoughts about worshipping the beast

    It was not an intrusive thought, but instead more of a compulsive thought. I have got probably dozens if not hundreds of intrusive thoughts that were the same type and they don't scare me that much, but this one I thought myself, albeit not agreeing with it at all, in what was probably a...
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    what are you feeling right now? (24)

    I feel dead inside again. Also tired, didn't sleep at all this night.
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    I had thoughts about worshipping the beast

    I didn't finish the thought, I realized mid-thought it was a bad thought and stopped thinking it. Worshipping the beast is an unforgivable sin. I know the beast doesn't even exist yet but still I think it's bad to think those kind of thoughts. Now I can't get any sleep and feel more numb than...
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    I have questioned whether I still have the Holy Spirit

    This really scares me and I feel hopeless, if having doubt is tantamount to renouncing your faith and openly leaving Christ, then a lot of Christians are going to hell. Because I have had times when I doubt if I still have the Holy Spirit, you're saying I blasphemed Him and left Him because of...
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    I have questioned whether I still have the Holy Spirit

    Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour. I have been backsliding recently and haven't really been doing much Godly things, except for the occasional prayer. Today I did listen to the audio Bible.
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    I have questioned whether I still have the Holy Spirit

    This is what some other person said. Blasphemy is self excommunication in other words you have decided the Holy Spirit is not alive in you. Think about it. Blessings Is that true? Because I thought He had left me, did I by thinking that blaspheme Him?
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    I have questioned whether I still have the Holy Spirit

    That doesn't answer my question.
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    I have questioned whether I still have the Holy Spirit

    So I did a sin back in 2019 which I thought was unforgivable, basically because that's what God told me. I saw the word "UNFORGIVABLE" in my mind when I did the sin. After doing this I got psychosis and had all kinds of wild hallucinations, which lead to suicide attempts as I thought the Holy...
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    Did I commit Blasphemy of The Holy Spirit?

    I have questioned whether I still have the Holy Spirit or if He left me. Did I commit blasphemy of the Holy Spirit? Also what evidence do you have as to whether that is blaspheming the Holy Spirit. It says nothing about it in the Bible.
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    Intrusive thoughts about the beast (TW)

    Meds have not helped with the intrusive thoughts at all, just the hallucinations. There are no healing ministries in my country that I know of.