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Recent content by HeWalksWithMe

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    Been gone for a while

    i have been gone for a while, life has been painful for the past few months, I just felt like i needed to say hi to the people here who have been so kind to me
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    probably every possible trigger.........I am gonna be brave and post more of my story

    Thank you dariya, by the way, I LOVE your picture of the snow, where was that picture taken? (if you don't mind me asking) looks like there's a lake in the background, beautiful picture.
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    reaching out....(possible PA trigger)

    I can try but they are really busy, thank you for caring Criada:hug:
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    reaching out....(possible PA trigger)

    hurting right now guys, i wish i had a friend in person to talk to
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    probably every possible trigger.........I am gonna be brave and post more of my story

    for now the counseling I was going to get is on hold, I found out I dont have enough money for it, people are never honest up front about cost are they? too bad, it was right around the corner from my apartment too, i could have walked there:(
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    Advanced Beginnger

    how does this work?
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    Scared of starting counseling soon

    I am scared, I am starting counseling soon and I have alot of fears, will it mess my head up? will it make me freak out? make me have tons of memories i dont want to? and feelings too? will it make me crazy? feel out of control? I dont wanna be that way, i am scared to open up, scared to let...
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    probably every possible trigger.........I am gonna be brave and post more of my story

    Feeling suckey right now, wish i had someone to talk to
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    probably every possible trigger.........I am gonna be brave and post more of my story

    neither, lol, he is a counselor, he has a PhD, and a few other letters behind his name, but he is a Christian counselor that has more years of experience than I have even been alive, he knows how to help people who have been severely abused, which is what i need, because I guess you can say I am...
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    probably every possible trigger.........I am gonna be brave and post more of my story

    I cant speak to her, if I see her or hear her voice i want to throw up and it is very hard for me and will mess with my head for days even weeks after. i am starting counseling in a few weeks, I am very scared.
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    No Porn or Masturbation for a Month! (2)

    (crying) my post disappeared again! what did i do wrong?! I wont ever post here again, ok? (hating my life)
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    No Porn or Masturbation for a Month! (2)

    I am sorry, I just Ma*turbat*d and looked at po*n i am trying hard to not do those sins but i gave in, i am sorry I had really strong temptations and i couldnt control it anymore, i felt like I had to, i am sorry to jesus for those sins, i feel like a bad person and a bad Christian