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Recent content by evenangelsfall

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    How long since you last self injured? (3)

    2 weeks:) its so so so very hard sometimes but im getting through it wat is really worrying me is im replacing it with drink weed and other distructive behaviour i know i need to atleast moderate this but cant i have a lovely boyfriend who i love dearly but even that i feel im going to mess up...
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    What is the last song you've sang (hummed, whistled, played, etc)?

    i believe in agels something good in every thing i see!:)
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    How long since you last self injured? (3)

    3 weeks and 2 days:) hehe i just counted thats sooo cool and its all because someone who loves me said if i cut i cut him really made me think i do still get realy strong urges all the time and sometimes i think will i realy hurt people if i do it and atm the awnswer to that is always always...
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    help me

    I JUST WANT TO SAY TO ALL OF YOU AS I HAVENT HAD ENOUGH TIME TO REPLY TO YOU ALL THAT I AM OVERWHELMED BY YOUR OFFERS TO PRAY AND KIND AND LOVEING WORDS:) I FEEL MUCH STRONGER NOW AND HAVE HAD A BREAKTHROUGH WITH AND GOD AND HAVE REALISED THAT I REALLY DONT WANT TO HURT MYSELF ANYMORE SO THANK...
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    help me

    idont know what to do anymore i feelso sad and i dont feel i have anyone to really talk to apart from people much older than me wich makes me feel so stupid. Im so lonely and i cant talk to my family as they just make fun of me. my family all know i have a self harm problem and instead of...
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    Footprints In The Sand

    stunning i realy realy love that poem it gives me hope:)
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    i keep on feeling realy sickly panicy today

    i dont understand why i just feel unsettled like im going to have a panic attack at any minute what could be the reason? i have had allot of panic ataackes in the last year how do you know if your getting a problem? this seems like a silly question but i get very depressed is there a link?
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    a song i wrote- tell me what you think

    yea the chords are c g minor something lol i cant remember now id know if i had a guitar with me:)
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    worst night of my life!

    :crossrc: im posting this so that people can see that if u just leave this particular problem and think itl go away and think its not that bad then it can get sooo much worse it happened last wednesday iv recently fallen head over heals for my friends boyfriend and have found it rly hard to...
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    im gonna stop!!!!!!

    thank you all for your prayers and help in which has been a tough time for me and im feeling strong so im sure i can do it its already hard as i feel like im going cold turkey as it were but im sick of my scars aND REALY WANNA DO THIS FOR GOD
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    a song i wrote- tell me what you think

    these are the lyrics to my first christian song iv ever written im really proud of the sentiment of it please tel me what you think I know that you will always be there so i am taking controll trying to rebuild this empty void take back what he stole and every breath you give me makes me...
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    im gonna stop!!!!!!

    im completely sick of being how i am iv got out of controll recently so heres my declaration of the fact that i am going to stop!! its gonna be hard but im not gonna self harm i dont wanna do it ever again i need my life back and i need the real me back!!!!:clap:
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    How long since you last self injured? (3)

    2 days and i never ever want to do it again but havin realy realy bad urges to that i feel are more powerful that rational thought
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    feeling siucidal

    have hardly no reasons to feel like this but i do please pray for me to calm down i dont think i can trust myself not to do something stupid
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    cant stop thinking about it!!!!

    I was getting soo much better and have been going 2 to 3 weeks and even a month between cutting but recently its all i can think about i just want to die and dont see any reason not to do die when i get in those states, iv had one massive panic attack and 2 breakdowns recently but am realy...
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