Recent content by Disa

  1. Disa

    Husband's warped idea of "lovemaking"

    Hey you guys. Thank you ALL so much for your thoughtful replies with great advice, kind words, prayers, and support! It has been so much appreciated. I just want to let you all know that there is a big change in my situation. As many of you speculated above, the problem was worse than I even...
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    I'm terrified.

    Firstly, thank you all who warned me about using my photo and name; however, I want this to be a documented journal, with all I've gone through with this man, because I was fearful he was going to try to make up lies about me. I'm still unsure, and so I will just leave it here - for now. My hair...
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    I'm terrified.

    Guys I'm so sorry I just now found out that I should not be replying to everyone individually (can someone let me know if that's true - someone told me). I want to thank you all for giving my situation such careful thought, and handling me with care, and truly showing how loving and caring you...
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    I'm terrified.

    THank you so much for the thoughtful encouraging words my friend :)
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    I'm terrified.

    Thank you. On Sunday I actually spoke to a counselor at a church pretty far from where I WAS living. I didn't want to go anywhere my husband might be known. I'm about to make a new thread about that experience. It was quite helpful, although I will have to find a new counselor because I'm not...
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    I'm terrified.

    I agree! As I'm about to explain, I'm in an even more morally corrupt parts now :(
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    I'm terrified.

    You are very kind & thoughtful. Thank you. As for my name and photo, well yes, it's a shortened version of my real name, but yes, it's what my friends AND husband call me. I did not put my last name though. I put Hong because it's an inside joke when I first moved to the US one of my classmates...
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    I'm terrified.

    No it does not sound weird, it's encouraging and so nice to read! At a time that I need it most. Thank you so much. But I already think I am highly overrated :tutu: Seriously though, THANK YOU and God bless!
  9. Disa

    I'm terrified.

    Thank you. I'm about to explain something about this below but first want to thank everyone.
  10. Disa

    I'm terrified.

    Thank you, Dave. It truly helps me - even just knowing that.
  11. Disa

    Husband's warped idea of "lovemaking"

    Yep. He's made me sin many many times to satisfy his own interests. I'm not 100% innocent of course, I KNOW I can say no. But I think, "Okay last time I oblige." There's always a next time though. I also mentioned to someone in a private message too that it's pretty obvious that he knew the...
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    I'm terrified.

    YES! LONG TERM thinking! EXACTLY! Thank you again!
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    I'm terrified.

    You are too kind, and I appreciate that. Thank you so much. I look forward to seeing more of you here.
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    Husband's warped idea of "lovemaking"

    Thank you! LOL
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    I'm terrified.

    Thank you so much. I actually am giving it seriously consideration because as I sat here a little while ago thinking about a new post to make, I was thinking, "Which story should I tell?" and realized at that moment, WOW there are too many stories. Your thoughts, prayers, and support is much...