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Recent content by Dave Anderson

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    I believe it is time for me to go.

    I believe God wants me to leave my home, my family, and walk away on a journey. I have believed this for many years, but I've always been a coward to do it. I honestly believe that I am supposed to get up and walk away (I already know which direction to go, but I do not know where it leads or...
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    Not getting better, asking for the end.

    If you search my posts on the forums you will see that I've been doing poorly. Today I come here hopefully as my last post, because I am simply not getting bettter. Three days ago, I woke up. The very moment I tried to move my head I had severe pain in my neck. I could not move my head...
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    spiritual or mental?

    You can't describe me better.. some people call me an emotionless bastard.. I'm numb to the outside, but on the inside I have a war of emotions.. Everything you described, I'm it, but for me its all spiritual. Yes, I'm depressed I'll admit it, but I have good reason to me, fighting my spiritual...
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    Is it a Sin if I want to Just Die?

    Is it a sin to ask God for death? I think it's an honest request. I have been praying to God for death for many years, I have even attempted to end my own life numerous times, however God will not allow that. I should be dead from what I've done to myself, but I am not and that is by God's...
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    Inside the Fire

    I thank you for all your kind prayers.. I have been praying that God can nudge me and help me repair my friendship with my friend Karli.. and that she can see through the current issues I have been through to the real me. I hope that our friendship/relationship can be prepared and be made...
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    Inside the Fire

    I seem to only come to these forums when I feel the need to reach out, but I don't know where else to go to be honest. For the past year I have been pretty depressed, and I keep getting worse. I have now gotten to the point where I have attempted to commit suicide multiple times via excessive...
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    No words.

    I just want to thank everyone for your prayers.. I'm just so, unhappy and frustrated. And I don't know why, but everything I seem to do crashes back at me, but I will hold on tight to the Lord and your prayers, and see what happens. I want to break out and give in really bad.., to the point of...
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    No words.

    It's been a little over a year since I got baptized. Thanks to everyone for all their prayers and so forth, I went to Christ and held on tight. But, my heart is extremely troubled, ten-fold. As soon as I got baptized, it wasn't until about two weeks later which my girlfriend broke up with me...
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    Looking for guidance.

    I want to get baptized because I truly do believe that Jesus Christ is my savior and he died for our sins. I truly do believe that God is the real deal. However, I don't follow a Christian lifestyle according to my parents. They hold it against me because I stay up at late hours of the day...
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    Looking for guidance.

    My name is David Scott Anderson, I am 18 years of age. I claim to be agnostic though I do believe in God, and what the Bible says to be true. I do follow Christian morals for the most part and do want to get baptized sooner or later. For the past five years or so of my life I have been...
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