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    terminate a relationship in depression?

    HI There... I hope I dont nerve anyone with this topic when its not in the right forum. I had already written in a topic about me, and I think you people have the strength in fatih although you struggle and you have wisdom for a lot of topics, so thank you tha you are reading. I got diagnosed...
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    Fellowship: How are you feeling today? Let's chat ... (2)

    yesterday I had a breakdown I have people around me who are there but sometimes I feel lost and alone at these darkest places.... Thought I would get back in severe depression and panic attack ing... I am thankful that jesus was already in more darker places and it s only the enemy who wants...
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    Help. I hate my mother

    Hi There. I wrote my story a few weeks ago. I have clinical depressions since 8 months combined with anxiety and sometimes panic attacks and derealization, insomnia etc.. why I hate my mother? I dont really know...maybe she s the symbol of a past I long ago wanted to leave but couldnt.. A few...
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    what are you feeling right now? (3)

    Hi . I am sorry for you. It will take a few time to deal with it. But keep your head up. There will be the a chance to prove. ----------------- I had 2 bad days. The crying starts and i am so weak. I push myself to the university but there I am not able to talk to anyone... I felt before so...
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    what are you feeling right now? (3)

    puh,... there is no "one" solution... it could be better or worse or stay the same when you talk about it and you discuss it. Perhaps a personal advice from someone around you where your husband will be asked not only by you but someone else who is "neutral" can help (counseling) I know some...
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    what are you feeling right now? (3)

    Thanks for the prayer. I ve talked to a lot of doctors the last months. Taking also some meds. my current therapist (like ) all says, that there are (good) chances to heal it, but I cant believe in it (especially in those situations) beside that my panic attacks are gone since a few months...
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    what are you feeling right now? (3)

    Dont know if my derealisation and depression becomes stronger crying a lot these days. I dont know what for it all... right now, I cant study, cant finance myself,... nice vids jeshu thanks!
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    what are you feeling right now? (3)

    just had some "very loud discussion" with my mom and brother I am Angry, tired, and dont know what for this all. This "love the one near you" I did so long, and now I have this... I hate myself for being so weak. Just waiting for the next anxiety attack..
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    what are you feeling right now? (3)

    cryin all day ...since nearly weeks. It all is so senseless. Docs talking about the right therapy and that it will be. Nothing will be. In this moments I really think how wonderful it would be if this all would be over... cant stand this pain But I also give (weak) prayers for you..perhaps the...
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    What are you thankful for??

    I met for the first time a therapist who really cares.GOD. I had some terrible days with stupid agression and crying. But My family is so patient and unbelieveble.. 2 days ago I met a therapist (human) who also seems to care. Not just doing prescriptions and asking for sideffects etc. I...
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    what are you feeling right now? (3)

    HI Jeshu! I sent a prayer right now for you, to me: hate it. Derealzation sucks, I have it for 7 months and it s my biggest enemy the last days. my anger is the enemy for others edit a few hours later. cant find sleep. Think it better if this all would be over. I need strength to do it...
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    being alone in a crowd, cant find a true friend

    HI! I see there are some very good answers to this topic. I will add something ... I know youre pain. I had this before I came in my depression. I felt so alone and felt I need somebody around me. All is superficial and nobody cares about me. There are always people who are in "their circle"...
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    what are you feeling right now? (3)

    Hi ! I pray that god will send you a light for one moment this day. So you can remember that there is still one. I do not feel good also. I think all the day how fine it would be if a big stone falls on me. Im not strong enough to hurt me. I would like that someone else will do. Life could be...
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    felt anyone anger to hurt himself or another one?

    Hi I am struggling with real intense anger and pain. I didnt hurt myself never and never beat someone but I am so angry... Sometimes i think about giving pain to people who I think would deserve it... Right now I only try to make sports each day to come over it... Its not to describe. I never...
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    what are you feeling right now? (3)

    I sent just a prayer for you to go through this suffering. BUt I dont feel any love. I am only hate right now. Hate for the people who lied and let me in a pain. Hate for myself that I was so stupid to believe that I can trust the ones around me.... There ist no balance in me, a dark place...
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