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Recent content by B98

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    Unforgivable sin

    I rejected the conviction of the Holy Spirit as a child/young teenager and my life has been a downward spiral since. I live in torment every day.
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    What should I do? God won't convict me of sin! Help! Am I going to hell?

    I feel as though I blasphemed the Holy Spirit as a teenager and I'm fairly certain I'm not saved. Could you please DM me as well? Thank you
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    Feeling near to death through ignoring the Holy Spirit call

    I rejected the Holy Spirit as an unbeliever as a teenager, is there any hope for me? I believed in my head but I wasn't ever born-again and I resisted the conviction until I couldn't hear it because my sin seemed too big to deal with or come out about. I'm absolutely terrified, I live every day...
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    Feeling near to death through ignoring the Holy Spirit call

    Hi Rosesandthorns, I'm in a very similar situation though my sins and the extent of my sin is arguably worse. I feel the exact same way you do, I too think I've blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I'm not born again though I want to be, even though I feel as if it's only out of a fear of hell. I...
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    I think I'm unregnerate, reprobate, vessel of wrath, despairing, tried all I can think of

    I think I passed the point of no return a long time ago and it feels like all I'm doing is keeping myself from accepting my doom. Accepting it is maddening. I don't want to and I won't if just to keep myself sane. I really do hope there's hope for me but I was raised in a "Christian" family that...
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    I think I'm unregnerate, reprobate, vessel of wrath, despairing, tried all I can think of

    I do but I also believe I've committed the unpardonable sin by ignoring the urgings of the Holy Spirit and continuing in my sin and I think the depths of my sin and depravation are evidence I've been given over to a reprobate mind. It seems that God hasn't granted me saving faith at this point...
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    I think I'm unregnerate, reprobate, vessel of wrath, despairing, tried all I can think of

    I really hope you're right. I appreciate the reply. I pray every day and I'm going to keep praying until the day I die. I feel that God already gave me my chance and I failed Him miserably, I can only hope He'll give me another and that I'll be able to recognize it. Thinking about God gives me...
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    I think I'm unregnerate, reprobate, vessel of wrath, despairing, tried all I can think of

    Hey guys, I read through this entire thread and only now got around to making an account. I'm in the same boat as Diana and Chris, probably worse off if that's even possible. Reading Diana's posts made me feel like I was reading about myself. I've been a narcissist my entire life with ongoing...