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    Need your prayers so much, please.

    Hi so how you going now? My husband of 23 years died 5 weeks ago tomorrow. He was only 46 so I can understand a little of how you feel in wanting to leave this world. but i know I'm here for a reason and thats to help others to get to know Jesus. Do you know Him? I take it from your scriptures...
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    I am new on Forums

    Hi Bonnie and welcome. What an incredible honour for you to see all those people at your hubbys funeral. I am sure they said amazing things about him. I am so sorry that you have to go through all of this and it doesnt end does it. You are a little in front of me. My husband died 1 month and 4...
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    I thought I was getting better

    Well, I went out! I cut my hair off then had a colour put in it completely different to the norm. (no, not blonde!) It felt bad but really good to spend money on myself. I do hope this 'missing' phase goes soon. it just feel like torment as it does me absolutely NO good! I'll volunteer at...
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    I thought I was getting better

    at least we know is is 'normal'! I am having trouble looking at photos of when he was well. I just look and remember his touch, his smell, his lovely big hands, his voice. its so surreal. Almost like he's going to walk back into my life. I know I will see him in heaven but somehow that isnt...
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    three months

    Brendan had melanoma cancer. It came back Oct 07 then he was diagnosed terminal this April. It wen straight to his back and paralysed him by August and he was dead by October 2nd. It was just so fast! He didnt love the Lord until August. It was just beautiful to see him praying and singing to...
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    three months

    it will be 1 month for me on saturday. I am sick of the up and down. I look at his picture and I cant believe he's somewhere else. I have no choice but to move on yet I am angry that I have to move on. Sometimes I walk around with 'my husband has just died' playing over and over in my head as if...
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    Just existing

    it is tough isnt it. I think we will always have moments. I went out with friends tonite for the first time since June. They also invited a divorcee (I didnt know) although I knew it wasnt a set-up, I still felt like fresh meat. I always said I would re-marry and I will but tonite was awful. All...
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    17 days later..so what now?

    it would've been 23 years in february. We both married young and had our son a year later. I couldnt have any more children though due to a docs mistake after a d and C. I just cant get over how slow the clock goes round! Once again its 3pm. I'mn suddenly at a loss for words but I want to talk...
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    17 days later..so what now?

    Thank you so much for answering. I was really thrilled and you sound like you've got it all together too. You sound really lovely. Brendan died of melanoma. it went to his spine in April and then it crippled him about 2 months ago. He was still in excruciating pain though. I can only imagine...
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    Just existing

    I am curious..it has been 18 days and 1 hour for me. I would love to know whats going on in your life now and how you are coping. My hubby was 46. He died of melanoma. He was diagnosed terminal in April and then died Oct 2nd. He was in excruciating pain as the cancer moved to his T3 vertebrae...
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    17 days later..so what now?

    I find myself searching this site for people like me. I have absolutely no idea what to do with myself. I look at his photo on the wall and imagine him in his new life dining with Jesus, reclining in his new armchair, playing with lions. Then I see my new life - the bills, the loneliness, the...
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