Recent content by amtvball4jesus

i am scared. pray for me. thanks. i went to honor counsil tonight and after i left the room i brokedown crying. it's very scary and hard for me. i have two choices - choose to stay best friends with my bff or be at teen mania!!!! i am very scared, cuz i cant choose that! i am crying a lil. it...

ok, thank you so much for your help. i have honor counsil about my ED and attitude etc at 7pm, so pray for me that i'll be completely honest and stuff. i need to be here in texas so it should workout!!! i am scared but upset. anyways... i'm praying for all of y'all!!! love ya, Michelle

i know and that's why i am gonna get help for it. *sighs* i can't cry tonight, i'm trying to but it won't come out! :( i usually can! anyways... how can i forgive myself for this and my past???? ~michelle~

thanks. yea this is really hard for me to do. i actually said, i have mia, i need help to heal from it. thanks for the prayers. i am still pretty scared. we have worship tonight, so i'm gonna cry to God big time and pray and whatever else i need to do. it's not a choice, it's a DISEASE! :(...

yea, but im so scared to do this!!! pray for me... this is hard saying i DO have an ED. :(

good poem and i can definately relate! :(

i agree totally!!! it is an illness not a choice! i have mia too. it's not fun at all. i do it if i eat a lot, then blah! i have had mia since 2003 - 2004 and off and on since then. *hugs* ~michelle~

ok, thank you!!! i am ok right now. how are you????? thanks for replying to my post. it means a lot. :) ~michelle~

you're welcome sweetie. i'm glad it helped. *hugs* how are you doing today????? i am alright for the mostpart. ~michelle~

honey, you're gonna be ok. do not do that to yourself! i am praying hard for you. Satan, i bind eating disorders out of her in Jesus name!!!!! she is precious and has her whole life ahead of her. ~michelle~

i admitted yesterday to a lady on here that i have a problem with an ED. i am so scared cuz i dunno what to do. i use to cut myself from 2003 - 2004 - s/i, and was ED during that too, but i relapsed one time last weekend. i hate that i did, but yea. i can't change what i did. i am in texas at...

i am charismatic and the same thing happens to me when i get deep into prayer. i shake all over and legs get weak, and i can barely stand up straight. it's the power of the Spirit. i prayed about it and He told me when it happened to me. i also asked someone and they said that's what it is as...

my parents told me i did it for attention, but i DIDN'T. i know how u feel. i quit s/i in july 2004. i am glad i have it behind me, but i still have scars... it's no fun! i am praying for you... i hope you are feeling a lot better very soon. Love in Christ, michelle

hey diamond! i need to talk bout my s/i past too sometimes, but never do. o well. i am fine of s/i and have been for 1 yr and 2 months

my EX bf from 10th grade tried to make me do IT but i pushed him off. no1 found out. i forgot about it for a while