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Recent content by 4everfalling

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    Shaken up...

    I am so sorry...I wish you weren't able to relate to what I am going through. I know how it feels like hell. I wish that wouldn't have happened to you... I am not strong. I dont' feel strong. I feel like I have been completely beaten down...especially emotionally. I feel drained. I feel...
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    Shaken up...

    brothersean... Am I hearing you correctly? I am supposed to praise God for this? Please, whatever..I have been thrown into hell and I am supposed to be thankful? :cry: Okay I know thats what the bible says but I am just not ready for that. I am so angry right now...at him, at people in...
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    Shaken up...

    I wish I could erase this from my history. I need to be able to. Today has been horrible. I am wrapped in a blanket in my chair and have been pinching my skin to keep me feeling something real. I keep feeling like he is in the room and like im back there as it happened. I have panicked so...
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    Shaken up...

    I am scared to post this. Posting in this section might give you guys an idea of what Im trying to say but for some reason I can't even type it. It happened almost 2 months ago. I am so confused about it. I am drained. I don't know if what I am feeling is normal. Some days I feel like Im...
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    Desperately needing prayer....

    :cry: I am finding mylsef here a lot. Either prayer isn't working and i should give up on it or Im just not praying hard enough. Guys I am reaching the end of this. I can't cope anymore. I really can't. I doing everything I can to hang on for dear life but it's not working anymore....even...
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    Desperate....

    I can't talk about it. I wouldn't know what to say or how to make someone understnad. But I am desperate and running out of ways to cope. I can't take much more of the stress and my illness....I am trying to deal with horrible memories from recent events and then add in my family and honestly...
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    Someone help me....

    :cry: Someone please help me or at least give me some kind of encouragement. I just spent the past week hospitalized because I almost suceeded in taking my life. Everything feels blurry and sometimes I feel like Ive been put inside a blender and spun around a few dozen times. I am so confused...
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    Support for familes/friends of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD's)

    wow...I guess I understand a little more what this is doing to people I love....no wonder they have all given up on me... I came in here cause I was curious about how people involved with someone with BPD are affected...This thread isn't for me I know..but like I said...I don't take any of...
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    Post the time you woke up today and your mood (3)

    5:40 am ~ STRESSED...and exhausted... It's exam week...and I had a 9 am exam that I barely studied for....: ( on the bright side now...I am officially free as I wrote the last one this morning!!!! :clap:
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    I don't even know what to call this....

    Thank you : ) I didn't even think anyone would reply so that in itself made me feel some better : ) I am a little better today yes, mostly cause I just finished my last final exam and I am officially free... which is very nice. In terms of everything else I am surviving but thats all I can...
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    I don't even know what to call this....

    I have not been here in a while. I should be studying for my exams tomorrow but I am just not motivated. I have no motivation for anything. I don't even know why I am here. I just need to rant somewhere I suppose. I have had some psychiatrists recently tell me they believe I have...
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    How long since you last self injured?

    about 15 minutes...Im so depressed...I hate looking at all my scars...They make me more ugly than I already am...:sigh: I dont think I coudl feel worse right now
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    How long since you last self injured?

    ...about 10 minutes. I hate mylsef so much. Right now I just wish I was dead...Its more tempting than I wanna admit right now...Im worthless
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    I feel like Im crashing....

    :cry:
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    I feel like Im crashing....

    Im really not going to make it. Thanks anyways you guys but no matter which way I turn I have no way out of this mess. I cant do this anymore...Im really reaching the end now....I find that Im not even trying anymore...I dont even care about anything....I feel numb so much that my heart feels...