Because God wants you too,
No, he does not.
You think that God wants me to believe someone who can watch a Christian testimony, says that she believes it and says "sorry" to God for having doubted - then changes her mind and says that the man giving the testimony is a liar?
You think God wants me to believe someone who, when I said that I believe in a globe earth and in Genesis 1, replied "you can't do"?
You think God wants me to believe someone who takes his word out of context and will not listen to anyone who explains what is being said?
You think God wants me to believe someone who demands proof of things from other Christians, and then, when she gets that proof, mocks and says it is fake?
You have contradicted yourself time and time again - posted YouTube clips which don't say what you claim they were saying and got your facts wrong. You have generally mocked/insulted anyone who has disagreed with you, tried to explain the science behind facts or help you to understand.
Even people with experience and/or scientific knowledge are contradicted. Information recorded in textbooks is dismissed as "hearsay", while anything else is brushed off as "lies".
The only people you listen to are Dean Odel, Rob Skiba, Eric Dubay or any Flat Earther who posts on YouTube. Unless they belong to the Flat Earth society, because they can't be trusted either.