I have read the writings of many men, both Catholic and Protestant, including Greek scholars, to form my beliefs. While I could be wrong, my belief stems not just from the interpretation of that one word but from all of Scripture. While important, this is not an essential doctrine. My salvation does not depend upon getting this right.
You have put your faith in the magisterium of the church. How do you know that was the right thing to do? What if you have misunderstood the Scriptures and the RCC is not God's church on earth? Does that make you a god unto yourself? We all have to decide what to believe, and God gave us a rational mind and the Holy Spirit to guide us. Our difference is that my faith is based upon the Word of God alone and not the Word plus traditions. I see many contradictions between Scripture and RCC teachings on doctrines that are not difficult to understand. I don't reject everything the RCC teaches. We have many doctrines in common.
I look forward to heaven when our eyes will be open, all will be revealed, and we will know nothing but joy no matter what we got right or wrong in this life.
Peace be with you, and I get the impression that you wish to serve God rather than men. Is this true? I ask because I once believed, as you do, that the Catholic Church is unbiblical and made up of man’s tradition. I would search out scholars that agree with me to make myself feel better.
. I rejoiced in 2002 when the sexual abuse scandal broke because I thought finally we can all see how fake it is and give up the charade. I thought biblical truth would triumph over man’s tradition. How could it be God’s Church when it is full of scoundrels and evil men?
I can give you more specific details if you wish, but I can say that God was not done with me. I was constantly challenged, in my own mind not by a specific person. I did not want the Catholic Church to be true
The first doctrine was purgatory. I said God that is not biblical. We are cleansed from sin and have the righteousness of Christ when we believe, right? I did not hear an audible voice of God, but my understanding was as though I was speaking with Him. My word says, in my servant Paul’s letter to the Corinthians that your works will be purged with fire prior to entering heaven. I thought but that is not Catholic Purgatory, that is just your cleansing fire at the judgement seat to prepare us for eternal joy in heaven, that happens instantly. He said but you are purged with fire right? Yes Lord.
Several scriptures kept running through my mind. Unless God builds the house they labor in vain that build it.. Lean not to your own understanding… scripture is of no private interpretation… I said ok those are good scriptures but what does this have to do with the Catholic Church?
Consider the parable of the wheat and the tares, and my scripture that says there is One Lord, One Faith, one baptism, one forgiveness of sins. Is Christ divided? I said no, we are united by faith in you. He said oh really, then why can’t you stop sinning?
I said that my flesh is too weak. I cannot keep the whole law, I am not under law, I am under grace. I am not saved by works, but by faith. He said do you really think that I would save you by my grace and leave you in sin? I have come to redeem sinners, not sin itself. Repent for now is the day of salvation and the day of mercy before God, not some unforeseen future. I said ok, but what does this have to do with the Catholic Church? He said you will know them by their fruits. I said oh that is easy, the Catholic Church is so full of rotten fruit, I will keep looking
He said ah ah ah, the fruits you look for are not in others, because you cannot take a splinter out of your brother’s eye when there is a log in your own. What is happening in myself? It was then that I trusted God and submitted whole heartily to Christ and His Church. When I did, the sin that so easily beset me was gone. The grace of God came upon me like I never knew. How do I know it was God and not Satan, because scripture says Satan does not cast out Satan. God’s grace is mighty to save and it flows through His Church and His sacraments. This understanding happened over the course of 16 years, but the cleansing of my sin began immediately on my submission. I give my testimony here because Christian Forums was where it all started.
I can only ask you, what are your fruits?
Are you chaste? Do you love your enemies? Do you have the peace that passes understanding? Do you rejoice in suffering or do you expect God to give you material blessings in this world in exchange for your faith? Do you take sin seriously or are waiting to be cleansed later?
Only you can answer these questions and I cannot judge you. Are you able to look at others and consider all of them as better than yourself?
Do you feel the hand of God in your life or do you strive to do everything yourself? Do you know God loves you and all His creatures?
I can only tell you that the grace of God is real. I was blind but now I see, lame but now I walk
I would wish the same for you, peace be with you